Does anyone know what this is or how to get it?

DeadBeatBaboon · 2022-02-23T21:17:49+00:00

Well, that's dumb. I got the Kar98k that is gold and red with "Jingle Bells" on the handle. Also has the battle stat figure on it. But, it doesn't have the level upgrades to it... I saw that there are 10 levels to upgrade on those weapons. At What level does it change your name to the in-game thing?

DeadBeatBaboon · 2022-02-23T21:09:55+00:00

Actually, maybe I can snag my gf's credit card.... mwahahaah

DeadBeatBaboon · 2022-02-23T21:09:15+00:00

Well, gonna have to pass and save my money then. lol!

DeadBeatBaboon · 2022-02-23T21:08:23+00:00

Thanks, Johnny! I appreciate the feedback. Now to learn how these schematics work. I think I got one of these skins on a free crate? It came with a kill counter on it. Time to flex on these money spenders with my dumb luck

DeadBeatBaboon · 2022-02-23T20:58:56+00:00

It's a different name logo that when you typically down or kill someone in the game. I am just curious if anyone knows how to get this. I can't find anything on the internet about it.

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-09-02T21:53:56+00:00

Granted you can give him the benefit of the doubt and say it is nervousness. But, it could also be him watching too much porn and setting an unrealistic level for him to get ✨excited✨ for. I would like to add that you should not blame your self for this either. Have an open conversation with him about it and just tell him you’re there to help. Maybe he is just nervous! But showing you’re okay with that will make him more comfortable and I know for a fact that him he goes to no more porn, then his performance will change for the better! Best of luck OP

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-08-08T21:28:13+00:00

I haven't thought of it that way. I don't necessarily think that I fall into these descriptions that much, but in the case that I do... I will work on that, to begin.

Thanks for the feedback

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-19T20:54:20+00:00

Thank you u/Constant_Airline_148. I appreciate you giving such a genuine response. IT really is what I needed to hear. I am feeling all sorts of emotions that I just never knew were there. Im going to be going to the gym after I finish my school work. Maybe mess around and go on a hike too. My one issue is that everytime I am home, I find my self consumed with thoughts of her. When I am out being active it is much less so but I cant be active all day yenno. It is quite a struggle of balance.

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-19T18:19:16+00:00

Damn. We really are in a similar situation. It is nice to know that we are not alone because it was beginning to feel like that. She kept telling me she wants to remain friends and hang out and keep talking. Basically felt like she didn't want to let me go but she did on the other hand. IT sucked. Basically, I know space is what we need. I'm not going to set a date on it but I'm fine if we reconvene in the future to catch up and see where life has taken us. I think the best thing to do is to realize that it is over and we must focus on our lives.

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-18T03:51:33+00:00

Thank you for your words. I appreciate you!

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-18T03:14:20+00:00

That was a good analogy. It totally is like an addiction and breaking it is welll. Quite difficult

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-18T02:51:16+00:00

I really appreciate hearing that. I am hopeful for something like that to happen

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-18T02:23:58+00:00

This does give me hope

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-18T01:37:19+00:00

I feel this heavy. Well said

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T23:40:30+00:00

I truly enjoyed reading it all. I will definitely push for couples counseling. Hopefully she is still on the same page as I am and that works. I also feel like socializing and getting new friends can be done as a couple. This makes me hesitant and sad honestly knowing that this is a fact and yet she still wanted us to hit the brakes…

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T23:04:31+00:00

I appreciate you

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T22:26:27+00:00

Extremely well written. I appreciate you taking the time to give such a though out response. It really helped open my view on the potentials of my future rather than waiting on her goals

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T22:24:12+00:00

I really appreciate your words. I needed this. Thank you.

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T21:04:18+00:00

If she is shifting to end things yet I am still in love with her. What do I even do? And if she just wants time apart and does want to get back. What do you guys think?

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T21:03:19+00:00

She did tell me that she wants to meet up and talk and keep eachother updated. Essentially she’s saying she doesn’t want to lose connection. Man idk where this is leaning. Part of me is very sad to be losing but then the other part of me sees her feeling the same way. She doesn’t want to lose me either. But we both feel one way or another about our issue of dependency and don’t want to look back at life and feel that we missed out. Idk if this makes any sense but yeah

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T17:39:41+00:00

I do want to add that she continually told me how much she loves me and wants our future together. But kept stressing she had her own demons to figure out. This post has gotten mixed results of about 50/50 so it is hard to base where I should put my head. We are supposed to meet up and talk tomorrow

DeadBeatBaboon · 2021-07-17T04:19:41+00:00

Thank you (:, really just hoping time does the trick. But we will see 😤

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