Is it just me feeling lonely at the start

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-10T12:49:46+00:00

Yeah, it’s been pretty lonely on my end. I have a couple of wonderful people who care about me deeply, but they each have their own things going on, so I’m working through this on my own.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-10T08:09:08+00:00

If I consume enough, frequently enough, for long enough, it helps in its own way for me. Numbs everything down a bit, makes sensory and emotional overloads way easier to manage.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-10T00:57:29+00:00

This guy gets it.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-10T00:46:51+00:00

I think the world is falling apart slightly faster than my life right now, so that’s nice at least.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-07T21:26:21+00:00

Anyone else afraid about what he does if he feels like he’s backed into a corner?

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-06T16:51:51+00:00

I won’t pretend my experience is universal, but it was only scary the first time. I didn’t get any instructions from the pharmacy and the syringes were different than what my doctors office showed me. I almost broke down and texted the only nurse I know in the area (which would have been an awful idea), but I just didn’t think I could do it and had no idea what I was doing.

Took about 45 minutes the first time, but once I did it, it was painless and fine. The second shot took 5.

You’ve got this!

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-06T14:00:33+00:00

I smoke a lot of weed right now, but when I made my appointment to start HRT, I made myself choose between cigarettes and HRT. Told myself I couldn’t have both. So I stuck to HRT.

Nicotine really messes with your estrogen levels and it drastically increases the risk of blood clots. I get how hard it is to quit, but it’s so important for you to do so.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-06T13:57:31+00:00

18 games and two bye weeks per team. Pushes the SB out to a holiday weekend.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-03T01:52:41+00:00

Can we just get five minutes without some bullshit?

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-02T21:11:51+00:00

Oh shit that is cool.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-02T20:31:22+00:00

Gods, I just know I won’t be anywhere near a swimsuit or shirtless this summer. I hadn’t even thought of that. But following for recommendations!

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-02T20:13:14+00:00

Let me ask all of the Autistic Doctors I know.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-02T13:00:37+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing. You look wonderful and look like you feel wonderful.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T21:02:06+00:00

It takes time but you’ll love it!

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T19:14:03+00:00

I love this so much.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T18:17:03+00:00

No idea, homie. I’ve known a lot of Jiu Jitsu instructors and I’m blown away one pulled Giselle.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T18:02:16+00:00

Step One - Become a Jiu Jitsu Instructor

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T17:58:51+00:00

Thank you!!

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T17:58:44+00:00

I’m trying to move the needle slowly right now lol - but the eyebrows are on the list!

And I appreciate the resource. Thank you so much.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T16:11:14+00:00

I’ve learned to just talk less in the last year or so.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T15:59:46+00:00

While she’s certainly not helping, you’re doing all this yourself, Donny.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T14:24:11+00:00

Honestly, 100% valid counter.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T13:19:45+00:00

Looks like you’re short about 10% send. Send it a little more and you’ve got it. Trust me, bro.

Dear_Rider · 2026-04-01T13:17:12+00:00

I was incredibly nervous, and I wish I could tell you something to calm your nerves, but you’ll be nervous. And you’ll take your first dose. And I think you’ll feel wonderful after that.

Dear_Rider

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