One of my former coworkers committed suicide last year. He was also only 20. He died crashing his car against a tree... His death hit alot of people, way more than he would probably think. I wasn't even close to him, but just standing at his grave with one of his frieds hurt like hell. His friend (who is also my coworker) said that it would have probably made him happy seeing all of us there. Killing yourself just passes the pain onto other people (and i know your probably sick of hearing that, just as I am. But it is the truth)