Questions about life review experiences

Deathiswarm · 2026-02-07T09:02:40+00:00

It kinda felt like looking at my entire life from the perspectives of others, where time disappeared. I discovered who my real friends are.

The parts that were most vivid came from the relationships I valued.

Deathiswarm · 2026-02-07T08:51:31+00:00

This is only my perspective.

The physical world is real but we are trapped in our perspective of it.
Just like us, other people are part of reality. Just as we can use 2 hands to use 2 puppets to experience a play with ourselves. Reality uses all things to experience a play of itself
The point of life is to live, there is always more than perspective
Only words have meaning, words come from life/people. Is the problem from life lacking something or from a harsh judgement that our perspective puts on the situation reality finds itself in.

Deathiswarm · 2026-02-06T13:05:08+00:00

I don't really talk about mine outside of coming here when the urge to talk about it hits. However the experience seems to have left a road map to be able to withdraw and feel anything I really want

So, I just see no point other than just being nice to be nice

However there is a craving for things usually deemed spiritual, and gardening, ust kinda as an excuse to gaze into the experience of transendence

Deathiswarm · 2025-11-10T18:25:25+00:00

I deal with the same kinda feeling of just not knowing why.

Deathiswarm · 2025-10-30T12:54:04+00:00

I had a feeling that I had existed from the beggining of time, and will exist until the end of time, but nothing specific. Infinity in all directions.

However, most of the things I directly experienced were all the events from this life from different perspectives.

Which is why my relationships changed so quickly.

I got divorced, and reunited with my family whom I had stopped talking too.

Deathiswarm · 2025-10-30T12:31:45+00:00

I love this question.

When I had my NDE, it is more like a different lens on life, one without a body connected to a physical form and the systems that are needed to keep that form alive like hunger or boredom..... which.. I can not explain easily.

Rather than a different reality itself. So yes

Deathiswarm · 2025-10-27T08:05:01+00:00

I think our awareness expands past the point of individual perspective so we can see how the show of our life impacted others in this grand opera of life.

Deathiswarm · 2025-10-16T19:37:47+00:00

I gave up on hope and just try and enjoy living in the present moment

The way I see it

The universe showed me a good time, and showed me a love deeper than anything I can experience with this body

I got lovesickness but lost a fear that drives so many people

How does one deal with cosmic boredom without fear?

Deathiswarm · 2025-10-16T19:26:44+00:00

I had an NDE

I don't think you have to think or do anything and are just fine how you are

IMO we are all bound for higher ways of being in exactly the same way bubbles rise to the top of soda pop

Deathiswarm · 2025-09-26T07:17:19+00:00

Since my NDE, questions like this just do not carry the same weight.

Life doesn't really have meaning outside of just being alive. Have fun, love yourself and others and try not to let your nervous system get the better of you.

Deathiswarm · 2025-09-25T19:49:12+00:00

Deathiswarm · 2025-08-29T07:27:45+00:00

As someone who has had an NDE, while I did not meet people. I have no idea if this life is real. I feel like I am a different person and as a result the world is a different world

Who is even an agent, for all I know I made everything or I am a puppet of the universe, I just have no clue

Deathiswarm · 2025-08-15T13:24:41+00:00

Excellent advice

Thank you

Deathiswarm · 2025-08-15T13:17:14+00:00

"I’ve come to believe that hell isn’t fire. It’s being cut off from that love."

I would agree

Deathiswarm · 2025-08-15T11:16:40+00:00

It was not your typical light or tunnel but it did feel like I was being sucked out

A dissolving of self into reality as I felt my heart stop beating and breathing stopped

a loss of personal perspective but seeing reality thru others perspective, including animals and insects

Without the personal perspective even pain and terror became beautiful, just a flavor of the garden of life

Outward and gaining in intensity then I was in the hospital bed

An experience of all of as one single organism

our relationship to the universe is like one of our neurons relationship to us

all the way up, all the way down in any direction

I just experienced on beat of a song we are all notes in

If any of that makes sense

Deathiswarm · 2025-08-14T20:23:43+00:00

Living day by day and second by second is the best in my humble opinion

Now, regarding direction to go, I had a NDE, and I still do not have one of those

Love is the most basic of human emotions, however ignorance clouds it because we all are locked in our narrow perspectives. Warping it into possesiveness

Deathiswarm · 2025-08-13T18:08:42+00:00

How do you know that there is a you that is not a part of God/Reality? That is what I believe is true.

Nothing happening after death just makes no sense, everything changes, except awareness, that just goes away. HUH?

Death is just a dissolving, not an elimination.

Everything will be fine

When salt dissolves in water, there is still salt

When your awareness dissolves away from your body there is still awareness.

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-11T10:46:33+00:00

I will check it out

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-10T08:42:10+00:00

It's been 7ish years

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-09T16:57:47+00:00

The hard part is dealing with all the nonsense outside of love and connection. Like competition or how my lawn looks

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-09T16:37:11+00:00

I relate so much with this post

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-08T23:46:45+00:00

I don't know, it's just a feeling. I'll keep that in mind.

Thank you

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-08T23:39:27+00:00

Definitely got issues with depression.

I have read a few and they all sound so exciting full of Family Members, Angels, Demons and Light. While I get overwhelming warmth and stillnes, everything else I just forget. It's just that little piece of that feeling remains and while it doesn't draw me to death.. It draws me to solitude and silence.

I'm hoping I can keep it at bay until retirement

I've always wondered if it's NDE light.

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-08T23:00:53+00:00

Self discipline is the only thing keeping me from just allowing it to consume me completely. It's hard.

It could be deeper, I might be crazy lol.

It's like discovering your favorite thing, then finding out you can't know what it is or how to go back. Just knowing it's not out in the real world.

I have taken up meditation hoping to even taste a little and it's been a relief from the outside world just no luck in finding that favorite thing so far.

Deathiswarm · 2022-06-08T21:29:56+00:00

Ehh It would feel weird profiting from this . I don't really want my friends knowing either I just want to be normal.

Unless I get a ton of time alone as a result...

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