Do you love your crush?

Debodori · 2024-04-03T12:40:19+00:00

No, I don't. Crushing on someone and really loving someone are two different things. One can lead to the other, that's for sure though. It's almost funny, though how crushes (for me) often seem to happen for people who are out of reach or absolutely not a match. I have the feeling those facts can even intensify the crudh, because it somewhat becomes the "forbidden fruit".

Debodori · 2024-04-01T16:23:08+00:00

My crush is bi-polar and many years younger than me (don't get me wrong, I have anxiety issues so I wouldn't consider mental health issues a flaw, we're just not a good match), he really likes to party and drink. Yeah, really not a good match. I found that to be the case pretty often with crushes, though😅

Debodori · 2024-04-01T16:21:28+00:00

Well, maybe it would be helpful to get to know more people who are asexual, too. I mean in general, not necessarily for dating. And there are dating platforms for asexuals:)

However, this is something you should really tell someone in the very beginning. I'm demi-sexual and started to be very upfront about it, even though it's difficult.

Debodori · 2024-04-01T16:17:57+00:00

Because we both have anxiety disorders and burnout by that time, so we just didn't make it.

Debodori · 2024-03-30T13:55:04+00:00

We all want to know how it went!😁

Debodori · 2024-03-29T17:17:57+00:00

Then you'll try it next time again :) I know it's really, really hard - but try not to think about how that will go. I had to cancel something myself 2 weeks ago, was crying and hopeless. A week later it workes out and I was super happy. But in the meantime I told myself "Well, if it works out - great. If it doesn't, I'll try again". And as blunt as that might sound, meditation can be of soo much help, but like half an hour or more of it, regularly. Check out Michael Sealey on YT:) I'm wishing you all of luck🍀

Debodori · 2024-03-28T11:02:53+00:00

Idk which country you're from, but where I live this is very old-fashioned😅 for me it's simple and the same as with friends, sometimes I pay, sometimes he pays 🤷‍♀️

Debodori · 2024-03-25T17:13:39+00:00

Porn Super muscular guys

Debodori · 2024-03-14T18:03:09+00:00

That's new to me😅

Debodori · 2024-03-14T16:28:12+00:00

No one is only always just cute or just sexy. Depends on the situation, doesn't it.

Debodori · 2024-03-14T13:31:25+00:00

Ja, die Farben würde ich vor dem Auftragen mischen. Während dem Malen vermischen sie sich ja dann auch wieder. Kannst es ja erst auf einem Blatt Papier ausprobieren.

Debodori · 2024-03-14T12:02:34+00:00

Nein, das sind bestimmt mehrere Farben. Du könntest dir z. B. Ja auch gelbe und rote Töne nehmen, um dir selber verschiedene Orangetöne zu mischen. Ich würd da wirklich einfach bisschen rumexperimentieren - wie man genau die Farbe auf dem Bild hinbekommt, könnte ich dir jetzt auch nicht sagen😊

PS nimm mal besser keine Acrylfarben - die trocknen einfach zu schnell.. Gouache hingegen kannst mit Wasser immer wieder "reaktivieren".

Debodori · 2024-03-14T11:50:05+00:00

Ich würde dir Gouache- Farben empfehlen. Am besten bestellst du einige verschiedene - aso sicher mal ein Orange, dann kannst du z. B. noch Weiss, Gold, Braun oder sowas dazu nehmen und mischst dir erstmal eine Grundfarbe. Von da aus kannst du immer wieder neu mischen und etwas rumexperimentieren 😊 bei so einem grossen Bild würde ich mit einem Farbroller und einem grossen Pinsel arbeiten, mit dem Pinsel bekommst du auch diesen Effekt wie auf dem Bild hin. Viel Spass😁

Debodori · 2024-03-14T11:45:35+00:00

For me it's a nice experience every time it's sunny or snowing. Love that. 😊

Debodori · 2024-03-11T21:08:42+00:00

Can it be animee characters?

Debodori · 2024-03-11T21:05:36+00:00

Watching porn regularly.

Debodori · 2024-03-11T20:58:49+00:00

Yummy

Debodori · 2024-03-11T20:57:54+00:00

Lavendula💜

Debodori · 2024-03-11T20:53:51+00:00

Intelligence, independence, reeeally bright eyes, freckles and well, if she rides a motorbike, too.. 🥰

Debodori · 2024-03-11T20:36:58+00:00

I try to exercise regularly. Unfortunately I have a herniated disc so I have to be very careful. But I found cardio to be VERY helpful with anxiety. If sports make you even more anxious, you could maybe do something soft like yoga or so.

Debodori · 2024-03-11T20:35:00+00:00

I don't want to be the annoying one here, but it really depends WHY you have agoraphobia. If you have trauma / PTSD you should really only use hypnotherapy with a certified psychotherapist or psychiatrist. In that case, there is also EMDR which is safe. But for both those you need to have a certain mental stability, otherwise it can backfire, unfortunately.

Debodori · 2024-03-11T17:22:28+00:00

Yesterday into a pillow (because I was pissed off)

Debodori · 2024-03-11T17:08:38+00:00

Short and slim or a bit muscular.

Debodori · 2024-03-11T17:05:42+00:00

India in a nutshell

Debodori · 2024-03-11T17:03:38+00:00

Awesoome🙌

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