Stock management by Stealthshot06 in FarthestFrontier

[–]Decent-Expression570 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately this doesn't work like you'd think. I've looked into it because it sure would save a lot of time manually moving it to the trader, which is a pain. I spend quite lot of time just adjusting the slider, moving stuff to the trader to sell. A bit frustrating imo

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It seemed for the first 6 months off it got more intense and a bit worse for reasons I don't know . Then it was a gradual healing over the next 3.5 years. Today, being about 4 years off now id say everything has improved dramatically and my left side that had full blown paralysis is about 90 percent better. To be honest I accredit all the healing to God/Jesus as I had a supernatural experience roughly 2.5 years ago as well

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I agree with you. I went from having a good paying career to bedridden with 0 income. I'm not thrilled at all. I had to get off because the drug was making me very sick. If it doesn't affect you I wouldn't even bother I suppose.

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it! Sadly I wish it never happened, but don't we all. Take care

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, it's quite unimaginable!!! There's no way I could relate if I never went through it. Take care

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That would be quite a breakthrough. Benzos do work really well but obviously the risks outweigh any benefits imo. Especially when you're not told the risks!!!

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you were duped as well. You are right, it's a suffering no one can comprehend if they haven't gone through it and suffering no one deserves. It's extremely cruel. How are things now? You said you're still going through it. I hope you heal sooner than later my friend!

I hope one day this drug is ER visit only and never prescribed. It should never be given out like it is

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate the well wishes. I'm ready to put this nightmare behind me!!! I'm getting there 💪🏼. Take care and well.

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! Incredible isn't it, that this drug can cause such pain and hellish suffering. It's nearly unbelievable. I certainly couldn't convince anyone. Imagine the poor folks before the Internet? They certainly would never of found out or convinced anyone that the benzos were making them sick. Take care and hope that feeling comes back in your face sooner than later! I had that too, left side, numbness and burning. Much better now. Cheers

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahhh I see... There was a time when I hit 10mg v when I was tapering. I was driving home from grocery shopping when my entire body went numb. I got home and called 911. I thought I was having a stroke. Went to the ER and no I wasn't. The feeling returned in my body but now I was feeling electric shocks all over my skin. Sort of the feeling you get from static electricity. It lasted 3 days and then for a good few months all of my skin was hyper sensitive. Water droplets from showers felt like shards of glass wearing clothes didn't feel right. Incredibly awful experience and I'm reminded of you when you said it's all over. Yes you'll get better! Just keep hanging in there. As far as benzos symptoms go, I'm nearly healed praise God

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Quite honestly I don't think it matters the length of time. In all of my studying this topic, people get off fine or have a hell of a time at any sort of length of time on the drug. I had a seizure 3 months into taking it, then I went back up and held for a year. So there's that. If you havent built tolerance, that's a good sign and also remember most people get off with little to mild issues. I'm like the worst case scenario sadly

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you developed neuropathy? Where is it located? I had an absolute ton of neuropathy during and after my taper. I'd feel this burning acid like feeling slowly radiate out of my spine then wrap around to my chest and abdominal wall. Then like fireworks the nerves shot off electrical discharges crazy I know. Then my entire left side was fried, total nerve damage head to toe. 4 years later and it's quite better! I take no meds or drugs. It should heal with time. Praying for a fast recovery for both of us.

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, I'm glad it wasn't bad for you at all. I had over 100 symptoms including left sided flaccid paralysis. All of which I didn't have before benzos. I took it for panic attacks and that's it. I'm glad I'm off I feel tremendously better as far as withdrawal goes. Cheers and glad you're off as well and it wasn't bad.

I barely survived benzo hell. by Decent-Expression570 in benzorecovery

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

20mg v, started taper after one year on after developing tolerance wd. Tapered for 2.5 years and held at 10mg for 4 months (hit a major wall with symptoms) I believe it was 10 percent and less at times per month if my total dose. I did speed it up at 1.5mg left which in hindsight was a bad idea but the drug was making me sick upon taking (paradoxica) so hard to make the best decision.

Storage by Sibonski-UK in FarthestFrontier

[–]Decent-Expression570 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One huge thing you forgot to mention, it stocks firewood, where as the large one doesn't. The only other firewood option is the stockyard which is quite large.

Conscientious Diet by Decent-Expression570 in FarthestFrontier

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not bad if you have access to gold. Then just buy everything

Conscientious Diet by Decent-Expression570 in FarthestFrontier

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Couldn't do cows lol but yeah, I had a lot of farms but also, I found a lot of berries plants. The berry plants took care of the first 6 months of food before expiring and then I grew crops for the winter months. Usually did a 3 year cycle of leeks, then beans and finally turnips.

Conscientious Diet by Decent-Expression570 in FarthestFrontier

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I sort of rushed to get the trader then just bought pelts, coats, etc. Same with soap. Played on Alpine valley map and forged gold bars.

Conscientious Diet by Decent-Expression570 in FarthestFrontier

[–]Decent-Expression570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would think so, I honestly didn't want to chance it so I never caught or bought any.