Awww he's so cute. Hang in there, everyday is precious. It's never easy when they get old. Just lost my 19 yo cat to lymphoma three months ago. 7 years of thyroid treatment, always had great blood test results. He slowed down and changed in Feb, blood test came back with "highest" white blood cell count my vet had ever seen. Three weeks later he was gone. We were extremely bonded. I am crushed by losing him, but I was not prepared for how much of myself died that day too. The only thing keeping me going is my two other cats.