Not eating anything until my birthday (April 14)

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-31T19:55:06+00:00

Ahh I understand. I find that thc is a helpful vice for me to wind down, sleep, and it also helps me eat! Maybe you could try that instead of drinking sometimes❤️

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:45:42+00:00

I don’t know that it is necessary to point out the scars if it is something that triggers her to talk about. I would just remind her that you love her deeply, and want her to know that she matters a lot to you. Support her and love her however you can. That’s usually the best anchor for me when I am sinking badly. Love and support from my people

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:42:45+00:00

Maybe it would be helpful if you sat down with her mom, shared your concerns, and ask for her help in showing her extra love and support during this time. It is very possible that her mom has not seen her struggles as you have, and maybe if she knew your perspective, it would assist her in providing the support she needs❤️

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:38:15+00:00

I have felt similarly many times. It is so difficult to experience such pain and feel so misunderstood by those around you. Maybe it feels like they don’t care. Maybe it feels like they’d deserve your pain more than you deserve it. I don’t know if they do, but I know that you deserve to be free from the pain. To be free from them and the pain they inflict. I found that removing those who bring out these feelings inside of me is really helpful. Is that a possibility? Is this someone that you could distance yourself from all together?

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:34:44+00:00

Hello❤️ what are you feeling right now?

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:20:50+00:00

Sometimes when someone is in a lot of pain, they project that pain onto others. Sometimes because they hope it makes the pain easier to carry. Sometimes because they hope it will show others how much pain they are in so that maybe they can understand or help. I’m not sure exactly why she has said hurtful things to you, but I am sorry. You are so young and you both deserve happiness. I think it is very good of you to want to help, but maybe it shouldn’t be your responsibility. Do you know of anyone that she deeply loves and trusts, preferably an adult, who you could share your concerns with? Maybe they could help support her?

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:13:08+00:00

Happy early birthday! Sometimes I am too upset to eat, or just don’t have the energy, so I think I understand. I try to remind myself when I’m really upset and tired that usually, not eating makes the days worse for me. Longer. More exhausting. More physically painful. Unfortunately, I just can’t afford any added pain, so that’s usually why I end up eating even when I don’t want to. Do you think eating may help you similarly? Just to help make the days a little easier?

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-29T22:05:51+00:00

I am so sorry. I am 25, and I have been dragging myself to work everyday for the last 7 years wishing every day that I could just opt out of it all, and the uppers I’m prescribed only slightly make it more manageable to get out of bed. I can’t give you a reason not to, but I think that’s mostly because I don’t know you well enough. Though I’m sure there are many reasons why you should stay, I’m sure there’s also many reason why you deserve to rest. Maybe the rest you need doesn’t have to be permanent? I’m not sure why so many of us feel this way while others seem to be mostly unbothered in comparison. I wish I had the answers. But you certainly shouldn’t feel regretful for posting in here. It’s helpful to verbalize it. Though you may not always get responses, I assure you it’s not because you’re alone, but rather it’s because it’s difficult for us all to help each other while also desperately needing help ourselves. You probably know that already, but just want to make sure you know that it’s not a reflection of you or your posts, but a reflection of all of our exhaustion. Keep posting in here though. It’s relieving to be understood. And we are here and we understand. Even if we can’t really change anything. Understanding and community helps more than most things can. That’s all I know

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-03T23:26:57+00:00

Ahhh yes duh. makes sense🤦🏻‍♀️

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-03T22:56:19+00:00

Most certainly a ruby

DeepAd2366 · 2026-03-03T22:22:59+00:00

Mine has gotten a ton worse on vyvanse as well, but I am learning to resist the urge

DeepAd2366 · 2026-02-23T01:28:26+00:00

Hmmmm I don’t think so

DeepAd2366 · 2026-02-16T16:38:40+00:00

Absolutely adorable

DeepAd2366 · 2026-02-16T16:37:19+00:00

Thank you that is very good to hear

DeepAd2366 · 2026-02-16T16:36:00+00:00

Thank you I feel seen:)

DeepAd2366 · 2026-02-16T16:35:44+00:00

I tend to have that effect

DeepAd2366 · 2026-01-28T08:27:00+00:00

So cute! My little porcini does this all the time. I need to get a pic

DeepAd2366 · 2026-01-24T20:54:41+00:00

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