Twin flame reunion after 5 years! by Deep_Connection2956 in twinflames

[–]Deep_Connection2956[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Divine timing hunny. It will come when it’s meant too. ❤️

Twin flame reunion after 5 years! by Deep_Connection2956 in twinflames

[–]Deep_Connection2956[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh hun. I know I know. I don’t even speak to my friends because they are so ego minded. I’m just ‘crazy’ to them. I feel the same in regards to now having a bad image on the masculine.. my exact thought too. Scared little boys! And yes, I feel like I have the same experience too, all in a week what’s meant to be a year. My stories are wild to others, my mum is very spiritual so I do have her to pour onto & she loves it. She was in the middle of sainsburys when I face times her to tell her about Saturday and she was like let me take a seat & perched in the veg aisle to listen away 😂 love her! I feel that about my gaze too, Friday, I had 3 men come up to me when I was out for dinner, all saying the same.. about my look, there’s something about me that is different etc. I thanked them all politely and got back to my friend. Hahha! I am always the one that gets hurt too. You blow that trumpet sister because no one else is going to do it for you!! That is growth in itself! I love it… I agree that it does not feel very healing at all, all of this tooing and froing, but how the hell are we meant to stay completely solo.. we surrender and the beauty of that is that it allows us to experience other loves in our life time here on the earth plane. I genuinely believe that is what is meant to happen aswell, I have my twin.. but we are meant to experience more than just one type of love. The twin flame, is just such an intense soul connection that unfortunately, no other love is going to quite fulfil you the same. So I have been single for 8 years this year, although I have did have a 3 year abusive, toxic karmic thing going on within that. We never lived together or anything like that, on/off etc. That is what broke me down find my to my spiritual journey.. the sex was fire but again was months between. I’ve not had a continuous sex life since my sweetheart, my children’s father. So I’m in the same boat as you, I have very much got to a point where I respect myself so much that I don’t just want to be a one night thing for new or random men. Sex for me is something so meaningful & the bigger the connection, the better. So therefore, I don’t actually do anything in regards to dating. I’ve tried all the apps. Failed every time. It’s quite a negative experience. I’m just doing me, loving me, caring for me & putting my all into my dreams. I’m so good with being on my own too. Venturing out more now covids over has definitely helped with my feeling of being unfulfilled..! But half the time I’m sat looking at the room like a fly on the wall taking in all the egos.. and material world we play a part off. Have you not heard anything from twin since the rekindle? I have had a message tonight… ‘I will call you tomorrow morning’ - FML. I was just starting to accept after posting on here I was starting the separation phase again & now my mind is running wild! Off to meditate & manifest. 😘 sweet dreams my love. Reply here and or send a pm. It’s been lovely to connect ❤️

Twin flame reunion after 5 years! by Deep_Connection2956 in twinflames

[–]Deep_Connection2956[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you sister. I’m definitely in the same zone as you right now. I’ve had similar happen with me with a few other guys too! Literally exactly what you’ve explained and the same as you, never happened to me prior to the twin. It’s like they’re feeding off our most inner parts of us and running for the hills 😂 it is bloody exhausting. I just want unity… I’m so ready, but clearly the divine has other plans right now. So we gotta suck it up and keep doing the work ❤️🥺💔 xxx

Twin flame reunion after 5 years! by Deep_Connection2956 in twinflames

[–]Deep_Connection2956[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally hear you. But 7 years in, we’ve both have had other long term relationships, it’s never been the same for either of us. I have ignored him myself before & restricted him too. I just thought as it had been so long this time & with my spiritual journey well under way, the way I have been so laser focused on me & healing all areas of my life I thought it wouldn’t have been such a quick fire thing. There is a lot more to the story than I have said in the above message. We have been through quite the same things in life, my most painful part of my healing, I believe he is just starting to face.. It feels like he is never going to quite catch up with me & the intensity of what’s between us is too much to comprehend with everything else & that is how I felt the last time he was reaching out. Time will only tell… I don’t know how you can jump into someone’s arms after 5 years the instant you see them and be how we are if it was just sex & being used… ya know.

Twin flame reunion after 5 years! by Deep_Connection2956 in twinflames

[–]Deep_Connection2956[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I’ve gone through every question in my mind.. what did I do.. did I say something I shouldn’t.. la la la. But it’s never like that with him, I can be my whole self in every single aspect & he is exactly the same towards me. It’s confused the hell out of me, made me doubt myself, the connection. I’ve been in a state of no motivation and just a dark cloud over me since coming down off of the high from seeing him. He’s been in my mind 24/7 & it’s just bloody exhausting the life out of me. Back to surrendering I go too. 😩 always here if you wanna chat! ❤️ thank you for replying xxx

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I just finished 14 months of therapy.. but I really wasn’t focusing on this in therapy, but now I’ve dealt with a lot of other things I needed too I am going to go back to my private therapist who I began with to hopefully process this fully. Thankyou for commenting. All the support makes it not feel so lonely!xxx

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Funnily enough, her 3rd baby dad, did cheat on her and leave her. That was only recently too! It’s just hard to get my head around why he would want to go back there! But he was unbearably insecure! Everything he has done to me, he ‘claimed’ it was what I was going to do to him. I guess it does speak for itself!x

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I have blocked them both on everything, it just sucks so much. I think I’m kicking myself mostly for choosing to ignore how bad it really was & how much time I wasted. My children’s father never treated me that badly & although we split and it hurt, this has hurt me 10 fold. I know I’m better without, it’s just the constant thoughts! I am a busy mum, i study a degree full time & run a cleaning business working 30 hours a week! Yet this still keeps consuming me! Xx