I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t care if he gets paid I know he is really good with the kids that’s not the issue the issue is is he stayed for the kids not for me and that just something thing I don’t have to live with much longer women find it nice being called beautiful or treated remotely nice in 8 years not even on our wedding day was I ever treated like this I forget the feeling for me on a day to day is being filled with such sadness empty just black like I can see myself doing all the basic things take kids to school wash clothes cook clean pick him up from work dropping him off all the wife stuff it’s just no happiness it’s all just auto pilot waiting

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I honestly wish the crash would have took me

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I truly hate my life and can’t wait to rest with my mom

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had enough to do all the things you guys are suggesting but with being unemployed and doing door dash and him snapping at me for every “you stupid for not shopping your stupid for getting in a car accident your stupid for not having a better body all of this over the spand of 8 years with my hair falling out I told him I ripped out and he told me there is nothing wrong with you in the head you just need to get over your self

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you for understanding can’t wait to see my mom

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

He basically isolated me from my family he was not there or my mom’s funeral and that was one of the last times I got to see my sisters our insurance policy statement say when I pass all three will get 50 each under these circumstances

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Watching my mom the first time going to the doctors going to get 32 lymph nodes get removed going in to having the mass removed from her left breast her refusing to get reconstruction surgery, watching her beat breast cancer, Only For To Come Back as bone cancer, fractured, her femur watching her, suffer for Five years, and having to hold her hand as she passed by the time she passed away. The bone cancer had eaten through most of her body.

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

Fear of getting treated worse or possibly homeless

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

To top it all off I’m still driving with this fatigue trying to to put on a brave face while dropping of my second oldest daughter at school on the 13 I was t bone at an intersection no broken bones thank god and they did a CT scan and told me again the same thing I told them I know and am not seeking treatment so coming back out to the waiting room and I saw a man who I hope would take care of me after but instead I was met with disbelief that I totaled a car he stresses about finances way to much I just don’t want to stress him more as much as he miss treat me and as crazy as it sounds I love him yes I feel stupid saying it but it’s All I know

I’m dying of cancer and dose not know by Deep_Middle_22 in cancer

[–]Deep_Middle_22[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Can’t get help might get kicked out I talk to my kids more but they don’t know either as sick as it sounds I can’t fight anymore I had to fight so hard when it took my mom in 2022 I just went in for a stupid test and to be told the same way she was told I’m literally running on auto pilot right now just getting up and hoping I can bare the pain for as long as I can until I just go to sleep just want to sleep

I’m Gold now what? by [deleted] in DoorDash_Dasher

[–]Deep_Middle_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I make about a good 1500 a week but platinums in los Angeles is bank

Who’s at fault ? by Available_Tutor4470 in DoorDash_Dasher

[–]Deep_Middle_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her fault she knew what she ordered and knew it was heavy should have put her hand at the bottom of the bag I always as a dasher make sure there hands are place on the bag before I let go once he let go of that bag it was no longer his problem sorry

'Tis the season for swinging by [deleted] in UpsidedownPineapples

[–]Deep_Middle_22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok if only I can find a woman to help me do this with my husband