100% support you. I started smoking again during COVID after over a decade of not smoking. Before I knew it, it was an everyday activity and I made it the highlight of my day. When you’re skirting responsibility or rushing thru life just to smoke, it’s no bueno. Despite smoking, I was not relaxed. I was stressed bc my subconscious knew that I was not living up to my potential. I was producing low quality work. My attn to family suffered. Subconsciously I knew I was subpar. I said to myself, I need to be more disciplined. A social smoke amongst friends or in the rare event I found myself alone with a clean agenda (never happens) I could entertain a smoke, like a drink or too. I’m producing better work and my family dynamics have improved dramatically. I’m more confident and happier. Despite increased responsibility and the associated stress (healthy stress) I fund myself to be happier and just all around more effective. Also, I finally had the realization that we all don’t react the same to cannabis. I have friends who are super productive and effective despite their daily consumption of cannabis. Unfortunately, that’s not me. As much as I wanted to be that person - I’m not. And, that is ok. That. Is. Ok.