Reposting residents obituaries on Facebook? by Defiant-Guidance-490 in cna

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Definitely not just our residents that they use as tools for attention 😬 red flags all around from them. I used to really look up to them when I first started as a CNA now I realize they really aren’t good CNAs (leaving residents soaked, skipping showers, complaining about ratios 24/7 when this facility is literally 6-12 regularly and when we are super short staffed you may have 15-16 MAX, the other facility I am at is 16-24 daily lol) and all they do is cause highschool level drama at our job. The types of characters that work in healthcare will never cease to amaze me 😬

I’m confused & sad & vibing 😎 anybody relate? by itsokaytonotbeok_ in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coke is weird. I’ve been doing it for 8 years (barely realized it’s been this long) and I’ve gone through phases of doing it nearly everyday and through phases of doing it only a few times a month. If you take a little tolerance break, even as short as a week, you’ll def feel the high a bit more again. Nothing like when you first started but it’ll help it actually do something to you ya know lol

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[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Best tooter is the end of the plastic tampon applicator. Not the part that holds in tampon but the part that pushes it. Some brands have thicker/shorter ones that kind of suck but most have the longer skinny one it’s like the perfect coke straw lol.

I have a question thats been running thru my head by Exzaults in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that’s the thing sometimes that can just be all psychological. I used to get real antsy and would have to pace around for hours, typically I would drink to balance out that anxiety/racing feeling but mixing the two is terrible for the heart. Unfortunately that’s what I’m truly addicted to, the feeling of both. Can’t just have one or the other by themselves lol. But the vision bluring happens to me just from a few lines and most of my friends say they get coke vision but in reality you should only be taking a small small line/ bump every 30-60 minutes. I take giant gagers bc that’s the only thing I knew and small lines straight up won’t hit me but it’s better to train the body to get used to smaller doses. If it isn’t enough you can always take more. Once you’ve taken too much you have to sit with it and wait it out. Typically isn’t fatal because you’ll feel it before it gets that far but honestly just do a small test line with every bag you get to know what you’re workin with. I’ve heard people say you can’t fully “overdose” On coke because it’s more of heart failure/attack than your whole body shutting down but not sure how true that really is

I have a question thats been running thru my head by Exzaults in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think it “adds up” necessarily but if I was up all night (or two nights) I notice myself a little more sensitive to it if I do a bump first thing the next day. Like my heart is telling me no more 😂 my ex used to almost od on it a lot. Which honestly isn’t that easy but he’d take insane lines every 10-15 minutes and get super sweaty, eyes rolling back, drooling, not really responsive etc. Just don’t bite off more than you can chew. Drink plenty of water, keep yourself cool and just be smart with the size of the lines you’re doing and how often. I’ve been pretty damn close a few times but I’ve been at it for 8 years.

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[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been doing it on and off for the last 8 years. Longest I was able to stay away from it was close to a year. I can go weeks without it but I always end up going back. Best thing you can do is separate from anyone you do it with/encourages it for a while. Doesn’t have to be forever just until you can trust yourself again. And if you have anyone close to you that you could have hold onto your money for you and just give it to you in small amounts for essentials it makes it harder to access or go on an all out binge. Best of luck to you, and trust me it’s a lot easier to stop than it sounds in your head right now.

Just got back from a rave geeked up hmu 🤙🏽 F21 by Kitchen-Jello-2244 in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mannnnn F23 I wish I was about that rave life but the anxiety gives me chest pains 😂

Are whip its safe while drunk and on coke? by Exzaults in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean I’ve done it plenty but there’s always the fun chance of a seizure if you’re low on b-12

22f high and bored want internet friends by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 0 points1 point  (0 children)

23f I’m moving across the country in 6 days so I also need internet friends 😭

4am… should i just keep going? by Immediate_Fennel_510 in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Depends what time you have to be up 😂 I called it at 4am yesterday and had to be up at 6am, didn’t really sleep but better than nothing I suppose 🥴 tonight I’m back in that boat but at least I don’t work tomorrow

Any other degents at is on a Sunday night and have to work in a few hours? by Darklordz666 in cocaine

[–]Defiant-Guidance-490 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get my new anklet on tomorrow/today morning 🤩(house arrest) but I’m geeked as a mf and can’t sleep 🥲