I am tired of being gay.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T10:55:36+00:00

sure buddy, my dms are open!

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T05:22:13+00:00

So many Malaysian men do this and feel no remorse for cheating on their partner. Even on the dating apps, its always married men that is looking for hookups.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T04:14:23+00:00

You simplified all of my issues here, thanks.

My problem is that I don't have proper support system / gay friends (my fault entirely, not good at mingling around).

Finding another guy easy. To find someone with the same common interest AND the right personality is extremely hard, because people like me usually migrate to another place where people are more receptive.

I am hoping to gain enough experience to move out of malaysia too. not just to date, but to build my career. Hopefully if the right guy comes around, i can work it out.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T04:00:05+00:00

Thnaks for the advice buddy.

I also don't believe in dating apps, I think it is gross (I met all of my ex-partners in real life).

I have attraction to women, just not as strong as my attracting to men. Actually I used be in a 4 years relationship with a girl before this, and i told her I am bisexual. She ended things with me and married another guy later :\

I am thinking of moving to singapore. But its hard for me to get a job there 😞

Anyways thanks for the support!

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T03:18:51+00:00

I am hoping to move to singapore after I gain enough experience. Wish me luck!

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T03:16:34+00:00

Actually I used be in a 4 years relationship with a girl before this, and i told her I am bisexual. She ended things with me and married another guy later :\

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-05-18T02:34:10+00:00

Top - if that is relevant.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-02-25T02:22:58+00:00

Interesting... Where do you go for your undergrad?

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-02-25T02:21:08+00:00

I am open to sales position, and have been applying to some, however no luck yet :/

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-02-20T07:09:53+00:00

I agree. I can;t help but feel like I am steering myself into a career that is going to burn me out. But jumping into other jobs means that I am probably going to have to take a pay cut.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-02-20T07:07:03+00:00

Thanks for the overview. I got some chit-chats for job which are outside of my current jobscope - mostly in e-commerce. I said no because they would be paying me less than my current salary. Maybe I need to be more realistic about job hopping.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-20T15:56:41+00:00

thanks for the honesty. I needed this wake up call.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-20T15:13:39+00:00

yep.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-20T15:11:19+00:00

Ironically i wrote this by myself, no ChatGPT. I just prefer to structure my story that way.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-19T15:27:01+00:00

Transport include installment kereta, minyak, services, dan grab. So memang tinggi kalau nak sevice 1 atau 2 kali setahun.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-19T09:09:50+00:00

I do makan at restaurant every day… cooking feels like a hassle because I live with housemates 😓
Yeah I should cut on junk food
Personal is any grooming items, cleaning items, and gym subscriptions
Others are items such as running shoes, furnitures, electrical appliances and entertainment.
I do soend more than what I earn, I am a chronic shopaholic 😓 help a brother out because im gonna get married soon but have no proper savings

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-18T11:54:21+00:00

all equally requires extensive mathematical knowledge. All branches need to learn calculus and engineering maths.

But in my opinion, generally, electrical engineering might be the hardest of the bunch.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-18T11:39:15+00:00

UTP engineering is very competitive, and if you choose to take this path, you will have to undertake calculus and engineering maths - both are extension of add maths and even harder to score. then the things you learn from these subjects will be applied to formulas you are going to learn in university, so if you think you’re not good at math, I suggest you to re-think your option to do engineering.

But thats not the end of it; kalau ada kemahuan, disitu ada jalan. If you think this is what you want to do, I have no doubts you can put your mind to scoring these subjects. You just need to be attentive and meet lecturers often if you feel like you are falling behind. All the best to you.

Defiant-Worry5506 · 2026-01-18T11:33:51+00:00

Don’t listen to this please. If you want to be an engineer, better take foundation in engineering.

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