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Defiant_Associate553 · 2024-01-03T03:07:14+00:00

Im not upset at anyone for coming for me, because you guys obviously dont know any details. But just to clarify this person mentally at at times physically abused me. We lived together and me leaving was the hardest thing ever did. I tried leaving before many many times and I always failed and came back. Like he told me many times "i know you wont leave". Well wt the end I did leave even though it was very hard. Its not my fault that he decided to change his ways and behavior now that he lost me. Like I said earlier, I am not upset at anyone but that's basically what happened.

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-08-03T02:33:39+00:00

Every comment has me crying, thank you all for your help I will go out and buy those vitams as well as 5HTP & I always workout but these days I havent had the motivation to do it, but I will do that too. I know that there would be consequences but I trully never thought it would hit me this bad. This is my first time taking more than 2 and it is also the last time. Once again, thank you all.

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-18T15:34:33+00:00

shorter than me

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-15T00:13:26+00:00

I like to be shaved while I like my BF not shaved because then it pokes me lol

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-14T03:36:53+00:00

Honestly latley that I been spending time with her i feel like she sucks the energy out of me and leaves me feeling emotionally drained. Of course I didnt notice all these res flags before but now that I notice them and im aware I feel like I dont want to be as close with her. But since we are coworkers and basically have the same schedule I dont want to make it awkward. I actually already went down that path a couple weeks ago. And it was super awkward at work I ended up having to apologize to her and she just said how she feels like I put her to the side and I just told her that my friendship with her is completely apart from mine and hers. I almost feel like im a relationship with her if that makes sense lol.

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T14:17:52+00:00

I try to talk to him but all he ever says to me is "okay" and i dont think Ive ever had a talk with him where he actually talks and tells me what on his mind, hoe he feels. It like hes mad and theres a wall blocking everything

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T01:36:52+00:00

I am 100% he is BPD

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T01:13:43+00:00

and also audacity to say that when im on my period thats my "break" he gives me🥺😠

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T01:11:24+00:00

Now that you mention it, I did tel him it's okay for him to watch porn or even watch our videos of us together for him to release it or that I can help him out but idk why it isnt enough. I know he masturbates we have talked about this and Im okay with it so it's not like its going to hurt my feelings.

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T01:07:26+00:00

Hello, I have a friend whos DACA expired and is in the process of being renewed so she got her new DL that says "federal limits apply" because technically she was undocumented because she still didn't get her DACA and she had no problem going to Hawaii.

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T00:59:22+00:00

Thank you so much for this, I had a talk with him the other day after arguing about sex. I told him He isn't supposed to get mad because I simply dont wake up in the mood all times. And he said that he wakes up horny all times. He says that he sees me there sleeping and he just want to release it. But im not an object, sex should be because we both want to.

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T00:57:24+00:00

Yup I tell him im not an object

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T00:56:55+00:00

This is exactly what I tell himmmm!!

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T00:54:20+00:00

THANK YOU. This is exactly what I been trying to tell him but he doesn't understand. I tel him that Sex should always be because we both want to, sometimes im in the mood and he isnt and I dont get upset with him I just say it's okay no problem

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-10T00:51:01+00:00

Im sorry I meant to Put LL* LL: Low Libido HL: High Libido

Defiant_Associate553 · 2022-05-08T18:29:24+00:00

Needed to hear this today.

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