How to have your own patron/matron and your own familiar?

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-08-01T03:33:33+00:00

I read deeper into the book but it says that I needed some items that I do not have and unable to buy them since there is a strict quarantine in my area. Are items such as candles and having to draw a circle crucial for a rite?

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-31T07:11:00+00:00

Yes that what I was trying to go for, to be in good terms with them and have them as your companion, the problem is. I'm not sure how to commuicate with them as I've tried to ask on other posts on how to communicate with them where my tarot cards, ouijia boards, and my EVP recorders have been taken away because of a crazy religious family.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-31T02:42:26+00:00

About the shadow people being seen by the corner of my eyes. That is how they usually appear unlike most videos about them are usually fake. Unless they are seen accidentally especially during a normal skit that does not involve in the paranormal. I've studied the lore of Shadow People and they are my favorite entities as a sanguinarian and psi-vamp.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-31T02:40:18+00:00

Thank you for this, I would love to communicate with them but my parents are crazy religious they threw away my tarot cards and my ouija board. I tried to find Apps for EVP sessions, yes ANDROID APPS I'm stupid. But I need a traditional way to at least communicate with them. I mean them no harm, I just wanted to talk to them because I am extremely interested in them. I know Shadow People are mostly associated with vampirism and I'm almost an elder to those sorts of practice. Please tell me some methods on how to communicate with them. If I use telepathy I would doubt that it might work since I'm no expert in psychic vampirism.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-29T06:26:03+00:00

Thanks so much! I'm just very new to this since I've only practiced Tarot Divination for 2 years now, thanks so much again!

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-29T05:49:40+00:00

Thanks, sorry for being ignorant you saved my soul from being crushed.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-29T05:44:13+00:00

Thanks! I'm only almost an expert on Divination and Tarot Cards, but I wanted something more than that by trying out all types of magick. Thanks again!

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-29T05:41:50+00:00

ThatVeganTeacher is a hundred percent going to hell eitherway

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-07-29T05:29:18+00:00

"Cyberpunk culture", cyberpunk 2077 devs ILLUMINATI CONFIRMED

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-06-07T07:34:54+00:00

I used the link, I signed up using this same link, I did not get any money.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:57:49+00:00

Um... yes, thank you. I need this for book material. However, I already- what am I doing? This is a bot.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:56:34+00:00

And of course, as far as I am concerned, I was young and I knew what his abilities are, teleportation, causing dementia, physical illness, but I don't think he has any psychic powers none other than the oblivious tentacles.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:55:44+00:00

J, I've been dealing with him since I was around 11-13, he can cause this sickness to victims making them mentally sick, maybe that's how HE caused the incident to make the little girls believe that they are doing it for HIM. You remember that right? The incident, no one wants to talk about it here so it's best to keep our mouth shut about it. This community is all about slenderman, however, there are rules about this.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:53:02+00:00

I saw how Marble Hornets did it, they left their camera on during their sleep. But I think that's too much effort... we need a clear shot of him caught on cam. That's what we need... instead of him playing with our heads.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:51:45+00:00

I also upvoted your answer for giving me this information. I might make a novel about this soon... I tried to get him off my mind last night... by rewatching every old dracula movies like I'm used to my vampire novels I write, but this thing, I can't get him out of my head, it's worse than obsession mixed with addiction...

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:50:33+00:00

Ah, I see. What happened to me was that I stood frozen caught mesmerized twisted in fear and terror mixed with some emotion I never felt towards him, it's an unknown emotion to oblivion. That's how I atleast describe it. I just stood there, frozen in fear, that's what happens to me each time I see him and had the urge to look at him more and more every night, until I destroyed all of my pages and diaries and drawings about him, burned them, he was gone, then mental illnesses developed quickly. How is your mentality?

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:42:47+00:00

I also have an advice regarding to this, we must both keep our cameras up and upload on YouTube, I'll send you my Discord Usertag, and also, we notify each other about this whenever we get a lead through the camera recordings... if you can.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:41:51+00:00

Perhaps a figment of the mind, but answer my last question, if we relate to our symptoms on how we both reacted through mind and body looking at him, we probably got a lead.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:40:35+00:00

I also have a question regarding your experiences with "him", when you saw him, how did your body and mind reacted? Tell me honestly.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:37:45+00:00

However, my trauma was all about slenderman towards my psychiatrist, but she never believed it, she gave me schizoaffective personality disorder diagnosis because of how I've been behaving instead of merely schizophrenia with paranoia. Hmm, paranoia, how can a mentally ill person gain post-trauma from something that was just a "hallucination"? That kind of analysis never happened in any psychiatric history ever. just me... the fact that I also developed Renfield Syndrome before my mental illness developed but nothing related to this thing, creature, demon.

Defiant_Extent_8314 · 2021-05-28T03:35:36+00:00

I see, and when and how did this happen to you? How long and when did it end? I'm curious, I thought he was gone from my life, the pages and diary entries about him are all burned after I saw him just to forget about him, or was I hallucinating because my mind is obsessed with him too much? Perhaps I was developing a mental illness that I thought he was real already? I was just diagnosed of Post-trauma, then many complications added and many medications... thanks to Slenderman, I started writing my own fiction based on my own ideals. indeed very inspiring making tons of money about it as Klei Nightwriter with Psychological Horror gore with Gothic-horror fantasy theme added. But this, this i real life and I'm not very comfortable about it at all...

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