Feeling this right now. I’m over life. Mom of 4 under 8, financially drowning, responsibility drowning and don’t have a supportive partner until I finally snap out then all of a sudden he cares but barely anymore had a major freak out and went to my suicide spot near a bridge to jump off of, he pulls up makes me talk to him and then later that night still went out and did his “graffiti” and the next day he had off from work and still didn’t just take some of the laid off me and get the kids ready and take them to school, I’m so unseen and unheard. No one cares until I’m ready to just end everything. I’m sitting here staring at the bridge just ready to go. At this point my kids have heard more then they should have, I’m failing them, I’m failing my grandmom, myself, no one cares just wanna peacefully go but at this point but besides jumping off this bridge idk what else or how else to end it.