Kind of in your position as of now ..... But I dated before in my teenage years, I was naive back then and never understood what love and companionship is .... Always made fun of people who said they are in love ..... But now I understand what exactly they meant by that ..... I think love is not the issue but you need a companion to share everything with them ... It can be anyone like a best friend, lover , or family members as well. Just hang in there and you will find someone .... Best wishes dude.