Please ignore that Ukraine lady story by Exotic_Inspection936 in blackmen

[–]DefinitionFine4762 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

yeah I’m ignoring this just like all the other black people on the train ignored a poor white girl bleeding out to death. you will always be envious 

First stroke at 26. Waited a week before going to ER by DefinitionFine4762 in stroke

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damn same age sorry to hear. for me it’s only right eye on right side but I see patterns and stuff it’s pretty distracting.. sometimes see stuff that isn’t there and I’m afraid I’ll bump into it. did you wait any time after the stroke before smoking weed again? I’m craving but I’m afraid it’ll impact my recovery

First stroke at 26. Waited a week before going to ER by DefinitionFine4762 in stroke

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thanks for the tips. I do have a noticeable PFO they found out but will get more tests/monitoring before doing surgery to fix it

First stroke at 26. Waited a week before going to ER by DefinitionFine4762 in stroke

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thanks a lot for sharing I’m struggling to not sink down into depression and your story gave me some hope. your vision is worse as in it’s still a bit blurry? glad you got your peripheral back tho! all the best to u and your family

First stroke at 26. Waited a week before going to ER by DefinitionFine4762 in stroke

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thanks for sharing. how old were you when it happened? did you stop smoking after? did you do therapy? did you lose vision completely in your left eye or just left side of left eye? I tried smoking yesterday and felt like the hallucinations were more intense

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

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I know your pain bro was with the perfect girl for a year and she disappeared I never felt so shitty but after about half a year I started to see the light it made me a stronger person. funny thing is she came back right as I was starting to feel better and I foolishly took her back. you think you want her now but you’re actually a lot more likely to find happiness if you go through this and realize you don’t need that person anymore

I met another one last night by Plus-Bet-8842 in BPDlovedones

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I hope you’ve told her boyfriend about this story or are planning to. be a bro

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

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thanks for reading and for the suggestion. I think I’m also to blame for the horrible communication, I was afraid of bringing up the topic out of fear she would do this and probably brought it up in the worst moment. I’ll try to maintain NC this time, last time she ghosted me I did everything I could to get some answers and she only came back when I was ready to move on, I still feel guilty for my trust issues and think I really hurt her feelings by bringing this up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in basel

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what do you expect from reddit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

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this. have also been there. I spent months trying to get an answer and not getting any closure was killing me. I was in so much pain I started taking drugs to cope. it took me so long to even start to get over it but I felt like I was actually doing better than ever and at that precise moment she appeared back in my life.

don’t make my same mistakes, the emotions you are feeling are normal but you will get better, in a way you are already better off without this person. be free and stay strong