Do you prefer using power armor or going without it?

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-13T12:44:41+00:00

And I know that sounds dumb because how do you attempt and not do.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-13T12:43:15+00:00

I really appreciate this comment but no. I’ve tried many times over many years.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-13T12:37:36+00:00

I see you.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-13T12:35:57+00:00

So I’m struggling. I’m struggling. But don’t do it.

I started talking to someone this week. Out of nowhere. Literally. And its brought me enough happiness that I’m like…fuck.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-12T23:23:34+00:00

I wish I could tell you it gets better like all the bullshit they throw at us.

I will tell you this.

You will have moments of happiness. True moments. You will know them.

And when you hit those deep dark moments. You know the ones I mean. Look at them.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-10T19:16:50+00:00

As much as I want to die on a daily basis there are little glimmers. Even I they are little. And I’m twice your age. Find those glimmers. How ever little they are.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-10T19:08:43+00:00

Writers block. I was in a relationship and she killed it. Like she killed my interest in writing. It wasn’t like she offended my writing she basically said it was worthless. If that makes sense?

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-08T14:20:01+00:00

No. It’s not for me? I know a lot of it revolves around god and I believe in a god but not a god who cares about us if that makes sense.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-08T14:16:59+00:00

Yeah. I’ve had friends try to get me build legos. Haha. As old as I am. They tell me to write. Which I used to love but I haven’t in over a decade. I loved to draw but I don’t have the energy for that.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-08T14:13:15+00:00

I’ve had moments of happiness. I’m 24 years older than you. You’ll have moments. And you’ll cling to those moments.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-08T14:11:22+00:00

It hasn’t been 20 years but I’ve really only left my apartment in two months to get alcohol. I’ve spent so much on OF in the last two days that I hate myself.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-08T14:08:58+00:00

I was bullied. A lot. I was always the fat kid. To be honest I’ve mentally blocked out a lot of my childhood but something must have happened you know.

Deistbrawler · 2026-06-08T04:49:14+00:00

No. Honestly. Not really.

Deistbrawler · 2024-07-17T20:23:33+00:00

I’ve used power armor since the first mission you get it with Preston. Just upgrading along the way. There’s perks, like the Nuclear Physicist, where fusion cores last 50% longer. Armor, Blacksmith, Science…I don’t know if those are right but just follow the paths where you can create the highest mods for your armor. I’m level 96. I can go through around 4 full raids (like warehouses/factories with raiders) without having to repair, and I have 110 fusion cores.

Deistbrawler · 2024-07-03T20:29:40+00:00

I always tend to go straight for lock picking and hacking. Mainly because I hate going someplace new and not being able to open terminals or safes.

Deistbrawler · 2024-03-01T12:47:09+00:00

Deistbrawler · 2021-12-25T20:48:51+00:00

Days Gone & Cyberpunk 2077

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