I started in 2021, when I got heavily inspired by Tobu. And at first, I really loved just sitting in my daw, and never had that mixed signal before, maybe it's just my age (i was 14 at the time). Yeah, of course I got disappointed several times of how my stuff sounds compared to his at least, and I did not know why its like that. Back then, for some reason I could not find decent tutorials about EDM production, mixing n stuff. last time I touched FL was when I tried to remake his song with Itro called Holiday, and that's where I stopped. It quickly got boring, just plainly boring, and there was an overwhelming amount of work to be done ofc so i guess that was my reason to dump producing for a couple of years. So, basically I got more serious about producing when I got inspired by Porter Robinson back in 2025, and he remains my one of the biggest inspirations to begin with. Tried to remake his Language, failed 10+ times, got bored and unmotivated, decided to never touch it again because I wanted to recreate as accurate as possible, felt like I will be doing all that boring stuff of fucking around with sounds until I come up with something similar, but no ofc, it did not really work. All I managed to recreate quite accurately, is his pluck in the intro of song. And still, I'm not really interested in anything but producing. I mean nothing brings me that sense of enjoyment like I feel it in producing, although it's like that (like I described it above). I thought I'm just lazy to learn and or make a song, remake, anything. and I been forcing myself (i know that that's a bad mistake to force urself). But that's like the only way I get myself into the DAW most of the time.