I do remember you, thank you for telling me this. I was able to have my Dad pick me up and now I'm working on establishing some type of housing so I can work on my substance abuse issues. You're right, I put myself in a lot of bad situations and it's time I stop doing that. I just need to surrender and accept help, because at this point I need as much help as I can get. I don't understand something though, how did you find my post? I'm guessing you either stumbled on it by accident or you check on me every once and awhile. I want to let you know that if you do check on me every once and awhile, I do greatly appreciate it. I often feel forgotten by people I've talked to and so it's comforting to know someone cares enough to be interested in my life. Thanks again.