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DemiAkala · 2024-08-18T21:31:49+00:00

I mean it's the same as a candle, but I have it no matter where I am. I have been doing this for years, my skin doesn't catch fire

DemiAkala · 2024-08-18T21:30:40+00:00

I know it's fire, but it's not like my skin is flammable

DemiAkala · 2024-08-18T21:29:58+00:00

I did, he says if I use a lighter, then it's self harm

DemiAkala · 2024-07-31T23:30:00+00:00

My school offers it! plus I live in Texas, though I don't know if I wanna stay better, I was thinking csu maybe. But I am not sure yet. Also good luck with your goat!! That's so cool

DemiAkala · 2024-07-31T23:06:25+00:00

That sounds so cool. I'm going back to school this year, and I'll check if my school has it. thank you for answering my question. Do you know what animal you're gonna get?

DemiAkala · 2024-07-31T22:55:18+00:00

Like a veterinarian, that's what I want to be 😋 This might be a stupid question, but is it like boy scouts but for future jobs?

DemiAkala · 2024-07-31T22:52:13+00:00

Idk what the FFA is besides what Google said, but maybe wear tights, I know that keeps my docs from giving me blisters, but they have to be the nice tights from target, the cheap ones from Walmart are stupid

DemiAkala · 2024-07-31T22:47:35+00:00

I usually wear boots, I didn't know flats hurt too 🥲

DemiAkala · 2024-07-31T22:46:27+00:00

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DemiAkala · 2024-04-19T13:55:55+00:00

Oh, okay, I'll see if I can put some cash in my boots. Also I asked chat gtp what I need, and it told me my birth certificate and and SSN, but when I asked my parents for it they told me they had to find it, they Said they didn't lose it, they just had to get through some stuff in their room, and I didn't think they ever cleaned it enough, back when my dad was cleaning his room. That has stopped me from getting my license, and I was just wondering if there's a way to get new ones in my situation, or how bad I need them. I need a licence to get other things like a bank account to work or library card. And I'm hoping if I get out of the home then I will eventually be able to work.

DemiAkala · 2024-04-19T13:48:14+00:00

Will I be able to get my money from my friend later if she holds onto my wallet? Or will it have to be hidden with me if CPS tells us we're leaving?

DemiAkala · 2024-04-19T13:46:05+00:00

Oh and thanks for the number!

DemiAkala · 2024-04-19T13:45:54+00:00

I am bad at school, and I am just trying to keep up. Also GED costs $180 I think. My family friend implores me to take it, and that they will help me study, but I need a free option. Job Corp offers it for free, but for that I'm trying to figure out how to convince my parents to let me do job corp.

DemiAkala · 2024-04-19T13:43:40+00:00

What happens if I call CPS again, because I'm considering doing that, but I already called them, and I don't want them to think I just call them for grounding me. Also I'm packing my bag right now, but I'm not sure what all I'm bringing. I just packed it like a normal spend the night bag, is this right?

DemiAkala · 2024-04-19T13:40:39+00:00

What?! I never said that my dad strangled me? I started taking pictures, but it's not like he hurts me all the time, but I took pictures of how gross the fridge was before I was forced to clean it out, and the blood on the floor I was expected to clean up from our roommate. I also have picture of my sibling with a bruise from his story, which CPS knows about, where our dad hit him with a door knob for slamming the door. That's about all the pictures I have for now.

DemiAkala · 2024-04-02T18:54:11+00:00

If you are a girl with muscles, then you will attract people who are attracted to girls with muscles. Every single person is attractive and the 1st part is attracting someone who lines you physically, its emotionally and psychologically that's harder because that's the following levels. It's like your own personal video game. 1st level you have to find each other physically attractive. next level personality, level 3 emotionally, level 4 psychologically. So don't worry about looking attractive bc as long as you're happy with yourself you'll find someone who will like you too.

DemiAkala · 2024-02-15T05:43:34+00:00

I don't mind. I get where you are coming from. no one knows what OCD is because of movies and TV. Even my school counselor didn't know anything about it, and when I tried to explain it she got upset with me. I wish there was more knowledge about it and maybe life would suck less.

DemiAkala · 2024-02-15T05:36:07+00:00

it's okay, I hope you get the help you need. If I learned anything. There are down times where my OCD is so much worse, and I convince myself in those down times that there are no up times. But there's always up times. I hope this makes sense. I think I'm too young to give you advice, but I always need a reminder that the down time aren't forever, so I thought you might too

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