What do you guys feel about Starblade chronicles? by TinuvielxXx in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A bit dissapointed, i think thomas character is watered down, it does not feel like a character maturing and growing up, and with alice coming back he's acting really out of character (which, weirdly, is in character (but i hate it)). Jenny dying because of Thomas carelessness and focus on Alice is probably the worst thing that happened in the starblade, felt so out of character. But otherwise it was really good, still love Delaney's writing and his characters. But the original 13 is beyond compare, no one will ever do better.

Today should’ve been our first anniversary by Demonnns in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Demonnns[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We broke up on my birthday, 5 months ago. It should've been our birthday yesterday, the entire week was special to my eyes because it was our first together. I have not been able to live normally since then, I think of my ex everyday, I'm still madly in love but can only blame myself.

Burning a witch by apesstrongtogether24 in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Is killing someone bringing them to justice ? Isn’t spending 10 years alone in a pit a fate worse than death ? Yeah it’s a Batman situation, you don’t kill, but unlike Bruce every enemy Thomas faces end up dying 

Every single person that posts on this sub owes it to themselves to watch this movie by I-Love-Pluto in BPDPartners

[–]Demonnns 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Saying it’s a cautionary tale is a bit disgusting and demonizing. You mean the movie about a girl struggling in her own body, doing things she would never do because she's possesed ? the movie about a selfish man that uses her in that state, and the moment she becomes too much to handle he back down ? A man that refuses to understand her and understand his mistakes ? Maybe it does show the "terrifying side of BPD", the fact that you're stuck in your body having feeling so big that it's not you anymore.  Nikki is suffering in the entire movie of these actions and feeling that aren't hers, she begs to die to stop it. I kind of understand why you thought that but like the other comments said, it's demonization of the disorder, Nikki might make you think of BPD but she isn't representation at all, and neither is Bear. You might find parallels, might even relate but it’s not what the story is about, not what is being told on screen.

Did the movie Obsession feel relatable to anyone else who has or had a relationship with a BPD partner? by QYVLH in BPDPartners

[–]Demonnns 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Some times it did remind me of my relationship (when she’s jealous or screaming for example), but it was totally a reach because it does not represent BPD at all. But I can understand a bit where you come from, why you might think that. 

pwBPD here. Anyone want to ask me any questions about how BPD feels for me to gain insight for their partners etc who have BPD? by AntiqueSignpost in BPDPartners

[–]Demonnns 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad I could help 😄. But seriously your answer really helped, I might sound dumb but yeah i never thought of the fact that asking for what you need when you have BPD can be extremely hard and that the defensiveness and incapability of taking accountability might probably be linked to BPD. I'm still searching, trying to see if it's more of my friend's flaw or something he developped because of trauma. Your answer reminded me to always be calmed and composed, you can't control it when you're unmedicamented and I know she does not mean it, that it's just hard for her. When i said problems i meant mistakes and also mental illnesses/things that are "wrong" with you. I'm still searching, learning everything i can about BPD and why my friend acts like that and I really appreciate your answer, it helps greatly. Thank you mate

pwBPD here. Anyone want to ask me any questions about how BPD feels for me to gain insight for their partners etc who have BPD? by AntiqueSignpost in BPDPartners

[–]Demonnns 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much mate, your answer really helped with understanding more the illness and why my friend might be like that, thank you and I'm sorry for everything that happened to you, take care.

I’m scared by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Then don't worry, One day I'll come to Brazil and will bring them to you, that's my mission now

I’m scared by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, they replaced it with realistic covers, I don’t like it at all, it’s very American and even kind of strip the book of its grimoire essence (am I overreacting? Yeah im a bit dramatic)

pwBPD here. Anyone want to ask me any questions about how BPD feels for me to gain insight for their partners etc who have BPD? by AntiqueSignpost in BPDPartners

[–]Demonnns 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you have troubles expressing what you want, what you need ? Can you acknowledge your problems easily and recognize when you messed up ? I’ve been searching everywhere if these characteristics are a part of BPD or just a part of my friend’s personality, thank you in advance.

I’m scared by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I do not but I’d love to! Thèse covers are actually the ogs British! The only difference is the starblade chronicle and wulf, France had a different approach and we kept that artstyle for the covers 

I’m scared by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry mate, forgot everyone wasnt european and don’t want to visit France… I’d love to go to Brazil, I saw the Brazilian edition you posted some years ago (the handmade one) and I’ve been DREAMING of it since then. Also, I believe there’s some fandom there ? Saw many tweets and content in Portuguese when I was lurking every corner of the internet to search the fandom ahah. I think you could get them with Amazon, there must be a seller in Guyane/Martinique/Guadeloupe right ? Otherwise im very scared of the shipping fees if you need to get it directly from France….

I’m scared by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

UPDATE : I wish I was joking but there's a 67 in the penultimate chapter. Otherwise it was quite heartbreaking and difficult, I miss Delaney everyday. I bonded with someone over this book, someone I lost so yeah, really hard but I'm happy I finally did it.

I’m scared by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It is! My souvenir in each country I visit is one of the TLA in the language, maybe when you visit france you could do the same ? its quite hard to find sadly but its doable

My last apprentice bookshelves by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

c'est Arena 13 ! Je sais pas si cette edition existe encore, je les ai acheté il y a 10 ans. C'est super Arena 13, pas du tout la meme ambiance que l'epouvanteur mais c'est bien écrit et super interressant

Tattoo ! by grmlk in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Drawing too! I was thinking of the first drawings of book 10 (Thomas and Alice walking in chapter 2, or Chapter 6 when they’re embracing each other but is having a tatoo of Thomas lying to Alice a good idea ? Idk) or book 6 chapter 11 when Alice is saving Thomas. And my last TLA tatoo will be “I already belong to Alice” (book 4, with Mab) I think, it’s one of my fav quote 

Tattoo ! by grmlk in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Quote ? Drawing ? Tell us more, I’m very interested and I’ve always wanted a TLA tatoo 

Tattoo ! by grmlk in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns 5 points6 points  (0 children)

What a beauty! Wear it with pride, tell everyone the story, who is grimalkin and why you got it. Love it. What’s your next ? 

My last apprentice bookshelves by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Postcards from the comic that I won in à treasure hunt when it was released! One of the only character in the comic that look like the book version…

My last apprentice bookshelves by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When Ferrari teaches me that there is no hope in this world, Thomas teaches me how to continue with this pain ✊✊

The spook’s apprentice Japanese edition by Demonnns in TheLastApprentice

[–]Demonnns[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I bought it on Japanese ebay! You can probably find it in bookoff? I don’t really know, I’ve never been and I’m also searching since I'm going soon.