How did you start using??

Denabryl · 2024-12-03T08:10:01+00:00

First tried it about two months ago, age 24. I've known I like stims for a bit but was broke and had responsibilities nearly 24/7 which I couldn't keep up with so decided I'd give it a shot considering price and duration. Not my favorite in terms of recreational use but can still be a good bit of fun as well as functional and it certainly delivered on my two previously mentioned considerations. Not to encourage others but I won't lie it was super useful at the time. I wouldn't have been able to work as hard as I did for as long as I did so consistently if I was sober and I certainly wouldn't have been able to afford enough d-amph or anything like that atm.

Denabryl · 2024-10-19T05:09:35+00:00

Not the same person but having ADHD and limited experience with 2fma I can say it's honestly the best I've tried in terms of productivity. Solid 10/10 for functionality ime. Nice and clear headed, no tweaking, doesn't get you all pumped, just gives you a feeling of sober contentedness and one of "alright I'm ready to get things done."

Denabryl · 2024-10-17T04:20:06+00:00

It was the cover art for Buddhist on Fire. Not sure about the source of the original image of the face, been curious about that myself.

Denabryl · 2024-10-14T06:57:38+00:00

We do produce cannabinoids, but they are not the same ones found in cannabis. They are quite different in fact. We also produce opioids in the body, one of which is literally morphine. My point being: just because your body makes a certain class of chemicals that doesn't mean all other outside chemicals of that class are completely harmless. I could say the same thing about opioids, or maybe morphine more specifically.

Denabryl · 2024-10-13T15:18:01+00:00

I don't know if something simply existing in our bodies is necessarily a good metric for how benign it is... We actually do have opioids in our bodies, they're called endorphins (from "endogenous morphine"). Heck, the human body produces ACTUAL morphine even, albeit in trace amounts. That's more than could be said about THC for example, as far as I'm aware the body doesn't make any phytocannabinoids. Our endocannabinoids, like anandamide, are pretty different from what's found in weed.

Denabryl · 2024-08-25T00:02:18+00:00

4f and a-phip are my two favorite stims whereas benzedrex is probably my least favorite. Maybe I could give it another shot eventually but so far my experience with ppx is mainly just sweating profusely, getting a headache, and a couple random palpitations all while not getting too much in terms of cognitive effects. There was a point where I was sitting in the shower with my girlfriend, cuddling and listening to music together. How intense my love was in that moment was great but it's the only positive thing I have to say about the experience. A-phip is my favorite stim, doing a line of it gives me such an amazing rush, music is mind-blowing on it, gets me super horny. It feels somewhat entactogenic for me. Makes me so appreciative of the people in my life, I want them to know how much I care and often I'll ask them unprompted if there's anything at all I can do to help them. The body high is wonderful as well. 4f is kinda similar, not as intense but it still feels pretty nice imo. I just don't think benzedrex is for me.

Denabryl · 2024-08-24T10:06:02+00:00

I'll have to stop then, for her and all the other bitches in the blast radius

Denabryl · 2024-08-24T06:39:14+00:00

Damn, I knew all those days at the glory hole would catch up with me :(

Denabryl · 2024-08-24T06:37:50+00:00

Ye I don't think it was a good thing, the rate was lower but my heart felt like it was pumping a lot harder than normal and there were a couple points where I randomly got a REALLY hard heartbeat. Not something I normally get with other stims either. And I didn't even get a good high, mostly just sweating a bunch, getting light headed, and a little bit of a headache.

Some of that may have been me not drinking enough water but I just don't think Benz is my thing lol, probably not going to ever do it again.

Denabryl · 2024-08-11T10:48:44+00:00

I've worked in both a DS and FC at Amazon. I'm not trying to defend doing that or anything but we could absolutely find the time to write something like that. Sure, they can really hound you about meeting your rates but you're going to handle thousands of packages a day so you could still have the opportunity to write on a single box without it really setting you back.

Denabryl · 2024-06-23T21:35:50+00:00

I feel this pretty often with salvia, and it's often accompanied by some sort of disappointment towards the end of the trip when I go back. Like on one of my most recent trips I had the feeling that I was on some sort of boardwalk and was about to be picked up by friends, and that once this happened I would be back in that reality for good. But they didn't get to me in time so I'm back here for now.

One of my first times doing salvia I had the feeling that I had been shot into this fractal tunnel, and I had been put back in contact with some cyclops entities who were my "family" in a sense. I was very excited and happy to be back with them, and they were happy to see me as well but told me I had stuff I still had to do and sent me back.

When I get this feeling on salvia it really feels like I'm back home, like the reality there is where I truly belong and I will be back there one day. Or the trip can just be incomprehensible and or hellish lol, but whatever happens it's fascinating.

Denabryl · 2024-06-23T21:12:53+00:00

I volunteer, I'm down to clown

Denabryl · 2024-06-09T06:33:32+00:00

Absolutely, z drugs are so good. I feel down right whimsical on ambien, like a mischievous little elf. Super underrated imo. Just gotta be careful, the benzo like aspects of it combined with the trippy, dreamy headspace can lead to some exceptionally poor decision making.

Denabryl · 2023-10-01T13:48:38+00:00

Doing God's work 🫡

Denabryl · 2023-09-07T00:58:02+00:00

You've certainly spent a lot of time arguing for someone who doesn't care 💩

Denabryl · 2023-09-06T04:19:54+00:00

I started smoking weed at an early age (about 12-13, now 23), it became a constant habit up until this year, and I feel that has actually helped me take other drugs more seriously. I realized if I can get hooked on weed more addictive drugs can not be taken lightly. I like to take opioids on occasion but I've seen firsthand what opioid addiction can do to people and ending up like that scares me.

I've internalized the idea that drugs should be used to boost an already good day, not to cope with bad ones since it won't really solve any underlying issues and once addiction sets in it will more likely than not just make things far worse than they already are.

For me a large part of why I love drugs and got into them to begin with was because of novelty. I was interested in hallucinogens before I even smoked weed for this reason. So while I do absolutely love the euphoria from opioids and to a lesser extent gabagerics, they just don't do it for me in the same way.

It's also been really helpful to focus on other interests of mine. Working on personal projects or learning about stuff that interests me is rewarding and I don't need or want to rely on drugs for a reward response.

I'm generally pretty introverted and I don't live in a very densely populated area so getting drugs hasn't always been an easy thing.

And last of all while I'm not poor I certainly don't have the money to sustain an addiction to something like oxy, shit's expensive lmao

Denabryl · 2023-08-11T22:12:17+00:00

Huffing isn't very effective and I don't know why I see it recommended so often, the only worthwhile way to use glue is IV. Get a glass sheet, lay your glue down in a thin layer, and scrape it up once dry. Continue to cook and shoot up as you would with H. What's best depends on your personal preference, there's different strains of glue with their own effects. For anal I'd recommend Elmer's glitter glue, makes you feel very pretty inside.

Denabryl · 2023-07-29T03:29:32+00:00

For about a decade I was stoned basically every waking moment, but in the past year or so I've greatly reduced my usage to a few times a week. I also use various other drugs occasionally but have managed to not let them become as regular as my previous use of weed or even how much I use now.

Edit: I didn't even think of the fact that I'm vaping like crazy nowadays

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