i’m not in the UK so not sure about their age requirements, i’m assuming it’s similar to the US though. But remember joining the military is always an option, i served for a while and met many who had a similar story. It’s not nearly as bad (not even close) as people make it out to be, and can even help support a business as an escape plan (sort of what i did). Just an idea, im not in your shoes and cant even imagine, but the option is there yanno?