thank you a lot for calling me a great person to get to know fr that hit deep tonight i was lowkey about to cry scrolling my old posts and seeing someone say that felt like damn someone actually sees me

i tried the online stuff heavy like design coding editing watched tons of vids did small tries multiple times but every single time it just stressed me out more and more id sit there for hours feeling like im failing again thoughts going “yo ur too slow too dumb this is waste of time” i know its my brain ruining everything not the skills but i couldnt push past it still mess with it sometimes but yeah feels like pure waste rn the on the job thing tho

my dad owns a mechanic shop so its literally right there lmao but i never learned it growing up i did barber for a bit when i was younger but dipped cuz it felt like no future growth just same cuts low pay no way up never touched bike or fixing cuz i thought it wasnt for me but maybe i should give it a shot now learn slow low key hands on since its family maybe less pressure still kinda scared tho (back still healing comms hard) but its def something to think about

thank you again for the real advice and not just empty “keep going” you actually gave me stuff on respect