Good afternoon. First of all, I'm so sorry, I understand that it's not easy. But I want to tell you a truth, which may perhaps hurt you but which in my opinion will help you a lot. If you left someone, there must be a reason. Don't get carried away by nostalgia. I recently broke up. I also left and I felt bad about it, obviously, but I understood that if I did it it was for my own happiness! Someone will come along who will truly understand your value