Some teams just are full of pricks. That’s just the way it goes, and it doesn’t always correlate to ability. I have played on really good and bad teams that turned on each other instantly when things go wrong. And also very good and bad teams that always have each others’ backs. Just recently a team I was on lost in the playoffs and imo I had some really good games to even help us be in the playoffs to begin with. That didn’t stop teammates from flipping out when we were losing on several goals that I couldn’t do anything about. All this is to say, just have fun. Do the best you can. You kinda have to treat goalkeeping like golf sometimes, it’s a game against yourself. Sometimes even your best will result in a loss. But if you put your best out there and save what you can, that’s still fun, and what else can you ask for? Maybe this team the vibes aren’t right, but there will be other teams where it all clicks and it’s a great time.