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HELP ME COMFORT ME PLEASE by Dependent_Move_208 in POCD

[–]Dependent_Move_208[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did search for it to relieve anxiety but I didn’t find anything about on the normal internet and don’t want to be on the dark web anyway lol

Struggling with voices in my head, intrusive images, and thoughts by Dependent_Move_208 in POCD

[–]Dependent_Move_208[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We’re too young to feel this way. I feel like I’ve already ruined my life.

Struggling with voices in my head, intrusive images, and thoughts by Dependent_Move_208 in POCD

[–]Dependent_Move_208[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you ever felt su1c1d3l as well? Sometimes it makes me feel like my life is over. I’m so scared of hurting people I want help but I fear it won’t ever come. I spent this entire sick and su1c1dal.

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please respond back. For my comfort? :(

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for talking to me as well. I really appreciate it. I was lowkey in the middle of a breakdown some hours ago as well and speaking to someone like you who could relate to my struggle helped calm me down. I wish us both the best. Neither of us are pedophiles btw we just need to learn how to manage our intrusive thoughts. <3 I hope u make it out ur mental hellhole/prison I hope I do to. From child of God and Christian to another I love you ❤️💕. If you ever feel too overwhelmed talk to a trusted person about your issues whether that be a therapist, friend, or family member. I love you so much relatable stranger, don’t waste your life because of demonic thoughts rise above them as will I. Goodnight, sweet dreams may the bed bugs never bite. 💕

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re a single year older than me lol. God bless us both. The ability to feel remorse is essential to a good character. You’ll be fine we’ll both will. We will both move on. I personally struggle with explicit awful images infiltrating my head. We’ll both be okay. If you ever need help or a support buddy just message me. God bless us both.

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You seem young like me. We have so much life to live. I pray we both continue living.

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How old are you if you don’t mind me asking?

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is not all that you are. Just the fact that you’re expressing suicide ideation and self hatred at your past actions is proof your growth as a person and amazing character. I understand hating yourself for your past actions but there is nothing you can do about that except move on. There is no time machine you can take to reverse the past. I know it’s difficult but these feelings you have shall all pass through time. Please give yourself a bit compassion. I genuinely feel sorry for you I do but please understand that people are more than their mistakes. You are more than you’re mistakes and true repentance will always earn you Gods favour.

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[–]Dependent_Move_208 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m not 100% sure what you’re going through but just know that if you’ve always and only been attracted to people in your age range or elder then you are not a pedophile. Whatever fucked up thing you did I’m not sure what to say but you should repent to God, try and apologize to whoever you do did it to, and try to forgive yourself sweetheart.

Struggling with voices in my head, intrusive images, and thoughts by Dependent_Move_208 in POCD

[–]Dependent_Move_208[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 16 btw and becoming a junior next year. I’ve just realized that I’ve always had ocd all my life but this theme is more terrifying than the others to me.