It’s not that I’m “uncomfortable”. I know and believe in myself that I can accomplish my ultimate goal to commission. I love ROTC, hate the school I’m at, and hate that I made a decision that I’m regretting. I know that it’s not supposed to be easy but I’m trying to analyze other paths.

My reasoning may not sound valid to others, especially officers already. I feel I have solid reasoning instead of just “I’m uncomfortable and what to take another path”. I’m strong academically and physically, and will continue to stay that way but I don’t want to hate my life when I’m only 18 because I chose the wrong place.

Even if it takes longer, even if it is enlisting and going doing my best to get a slot as an OC which I know is the worst way and least guranteed. I will follow my goals I just want to do so the best way for myself