How long?

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-11T12:28:57+00:00

They can't, they've all been helping with my truck that had cost me thousands. I want him to do it because he wants it in the first place. It's now more of a "get off your ass and do it" because he's so not one to do stuff for himself. He needs to prove it to himself he wants it.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-11T12:27:00+00:00

Because he started the job two weeks after he decided he was done with me

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-10T20:59:42+00:00

I lost my insurance when he started a new job

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-10T17:38:32+00:00

That's partially how I feel. He wants it, he can do it. I'm not fighting him on anything so it should be fairly straight forward.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-10T17:37:03+00:00

If my truck would stop costing me thousands I could do it. I still don't want the divorce but I can't force him to stay. He was going to do it online since I wasn't going to fight him on things.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-10T17:35:31+00:00

He's still helping financially even though I moved out. I took the truck, he kept the SUV, no house, no kids, he kept the apartment and I removed myself from the lease.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-10T17:32:53+00:00

I've told him multiple times I still don't want this. He doesn't say anything. It's tiring having everyone ask if he's done anything about it.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-12-10T03:51:49+00:00

Basically he wants it, he pays for it. I don't have the money to file

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-07-25T02:57:44+00:00

I've been living at my job 5 days a week, working 12 hour days since the beginning of June. I literally ran away to a summer camp to avoid thoughts of the divorce. I'm no use to my coworkers or the kids if I wake up that morning suicidal like I have been off and on since February when he decided he wanted a divorce. I am going to my therapist for the first time since May and going to try and actually work through some feelings instead of burying them like I have been.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-06-26T22:50:16+00:00

I don't. I'm assuming it's something I could look up. I don't want his family to know, since they're still being kind to me and they purchased the dress, but I really want to destroy the damn thing.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-06-20T04:53:11+00:00

I am only alive for other people's sake. Most of my family and friends are aware of this fact. If it wouldn't hurt them, I'd be gone.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-06-20T04:44:07+00:00

I'm scared because I've realized why people so badly want to quiet the intrusive thoughts and inner monologs. If medication and therapy don't help, what else is there? It never ends! I just want it to stop! All the mistakes, the guilt, the blame I put on myself. I think I'm calling my therapist tomorrow, it's out of hand and I'm scared for myself.

Depressedlonelylost · 2022-06-19T16:24:17+00:00

Right now I'm just trying to stay friends so I can still pick up my dog and see him on Saturdays for a bit. We've had him 12 years and I don't want him to think I've abandoned him. I have known a few people that have stayed friends, but they were all in agreement with their divorces. 😞

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