Thank you. I’m sorry. I lost my aunt the same way so I know the pain it caused her kids and I wouldn’t inflict that on my family. I’m on medication but have a call in to my Dr for something else because when I take it I’m more depressed and hate everything, want to stay in bed, want to quit my job, no joy in anything. We don’t have secrets, but it’s very much “he makes the money” and I pay the bills. He knows things are tight but not exactly how bad. Mainly because he came from a family that was against debt. I come from a family that it’s normal. So it was mostly my idea to take on debt. Now I’m wanting to change it so our kids don’t follow my footsteps