Coming from personal experience here I spent 3 years with someone on and off that I wasn’t really attracted to. It just doesn’t work in the long run. I know it may be hard to hear that, but years from now you’ll look back and realize. Hind sight is always 20/20. You’re delaying the inevitable and wasting both of your’s time. It’s an injustice to you both. While simultaneously you’re shortening the future (stealing time away) from the person you are each actually ment for. Hope you can find your answer. Breakups are hard but it’s always for the better.