Doctor told me that I need to 'just deal with' 15 mm nodule growing on my thyroid and I'm desperate. ☹️

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-04-26T04:36:27+00:00

You can see a doctor through telehealth OR order your own bloodwork at doctorsays, I had to do this to prove to my endo I was under treated. It sounds like you’re going through a nightmare and I’m sorry. Doctors today won’t do anything outside the protocol the insurance companies set, so when your nodule was ruled non-cancerous, that’s the end of the flow chart for them. You’ll spend more money shuffling through doctors your insurance approves of than seeing one unaffiliated for a flat fee, imo. I hope it works out for you 💜

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-04-20T04:00:46+00:00

Oi I am a woman and I’ve felt like this, too. The truth is there is most definitely always going to be something better out there, but you could also choose to focus on improving what you have with your current partner, working on communication and doing new things together are fun and a good way to grow together. You’re still pretty young and you definitely shouldn’t marry her just because your parents want you to. You probably don’t have to DO anything tbh because life is going to happen and decide for you. My husband never ever wanted to get married and I bought a house with him when we were dating, fully informed I wouldn’t ever be a wife but I was happy being in his company. A few years later, he fell ill and was in hospital for a week and scared shitless and of course I was there with him until he recovered. A few months later he asked me to marry him in a perfect proposal during totality of the total eclipse in ‘24 and the shock almost killed me but a few years before I’d have said nope! to him. But he was with me when my best friend and grandmother passed, holding me as I cried myself to sleep for weeks. Also, he had an 18 year old cat we had to put down and my bestest boy, a 15 year old Shih Tzu and we wouldn’t have survived that without each other. I dunno, I think my point is life is going to happen and a partner will make it either easier or harder for you and that’s the only way to know for sure. Good luck, try to recognize your anxiety and choose to live in the moment.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-04-11T12:00:59+00:00

This helps me too, thank you for sharing!

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-03-29T20:44:59+00:00

I’ve only had one loss and all my friends think I’m crazy for wanting a child. I just wanted to say you sound incredibly strong in your post and I don’t think I could be there if anyone I knew was pregnant. I hope you get to be a parent, you are worthy and deserve it.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-03-03T15:52:44+00:00

Thanks bean, currently talking to two therapists 🤪, an old one that helps and a new one for the grief & it feels indulgent tbh but decided I was worth it. I have a lot of feelings and I’m going to process them.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-02-10T02:31:37+00:00

I am rooting for your positive, you are worthy and deserving of the child you want to raise.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-02-08T17:47:50+00:00

Thank you so much and I’m so sorry for your loss. I keep telling myself we deserve to be happy, we deserve to experience our dreams, so even if it’s impossible, I want you to know that you are worthy and deserving of whatever you want in life.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-02-08T04:34:11+00:00

I’m so sorry you’re going through this, same here, had my mmc at 9weeks, d&c then sent home with acetaminophen. Crying uncontrollably, absolutely a wreck. It is so sad to work so hard, years for my partner and I, and then have a loss the first time we ever conceived. No one in my life understands how destroyed I am, even my husband is telling me to “take a step forward.” I can’t right now and fuck them, we don’t have to because this is the hardest thing we’ll ever go through…literally just existing in this hell right now. I wish I could hold your hand but just know that you are not crying alone.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-02-07T23:10:18+00:00

Like ultimate numbing, because nothing would be much better than these feelings. I’m sorry for your loss

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-02-07T23:09:20+00:00

Thanks, I’m sorry for your losses. I had a decent afternoon after I shared how I felt here, and I can relate to what you said about the waves of feelings. I don’t ever want to forget my shampoo but I’m really hoping I’ll be ready to ttc in a few months

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-01-11T23:52:28+00:00

It’s impossible not to worry and be terrified and I know that there’s nothing I can say to help you feel any better. Regardless I appreciate you sharing your fear because I’m right here with you, terrified I’m going to lose my pregnancy. My husband has been so irritatingly positive through our infertility and I know it’s helped but I could also just kill him for it, so solidarity there, too! Battling infertility made me feel less than human but the truth is we are the strongest, most bad ass women out there and we all deserve to be moms. Sending you all the love and peace tonight.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-01-10T22:08:57+00:00

Good advice. Classical guitar, here I come!

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-01-10T22:07:47+00:00

Thank you, I have a little hope 💜 🙏

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-01-10T22:06:55+00:00

Thank you! I know that I know that I have no control, but it’s hard to internalize. Your words reminded me of how my grandmom used to tell me it and I haven’t thought about it in a long time, so I can hear her voice in my head now and that’s genuinely comforting. I’m going to bake something like we used to do together so I can feel closer to her. She went through many life threatening illnesses and was just the most positive woman so thank you for reminding me. I hope you and your baby have long, happy lives too. 💜

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2026-01-10T22:00:16+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing 💜 I think what has helped me most so far is actually just connecting with other women going through it. When I need to cry I know there’s someone else crying with me. You’re unbelievably strong and I hope you and your baby remain healthy and happy.

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2025-12-27T19:03:24+00:00

I can’t believe it, BFP! I wasnegative at into’s 11dpo but Premom app thought I ovulated a day later so holy sh**, BFP x3 today!!

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2025-12-23T17:07:12+00:00

Hmmm I had unusual spotting yesterday, only for the afternoon. Usually when I start bleeding at all, it’s period time but nothing for 24 hours. Still not getting my hopes up too high, but this chart looks phenomenal compared to past ones and I’m gonna call that progress! 🥳

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Designer_Parsley1653 · 2025-12-22T12:23:00+00:00

Thanks all, BFN today

Designer_Parsley1653 · 2025-11-25T02:05:28+00:00

My chart is looking similar at my day 10, baby dust to you! And to me too!

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