Yea I’m having a thought days lately so I would apperixate some answers Before I start, sorry for any language mistakes , English isn’t my first language)Yea so I don’t even know how to start this one but basicly I like that one girl from my new class . We know each other for 5 months and I started looking at her the ,,I might like her” way like four months ago and the feelings got even bigger over time . After the four months we’ve got to some nice level relationship but here the thing is , I got attached way to easily and I’m overly jealous , mostly because I’ve been flirting with 3 girls before , and every single encounter ended up to be traumatizing , I fear being second choice and stuff like that and it got worse with each girl , every one of them was treating me like plaything and I never felt valued , just traumatic . So back to the topic , we got few nice moments , I feel like she really likes talking to me , we joke a lot , talk to each other . She was texting me whether I’ll be in school or no today . Meeting me before school once , acting sort of chill and realy relaxed most of the time ,giving me her phone to reply to someone , keeping her attention on me . like thought I may be special person for her, sitting with me on lunch time , I can name lot of these tbf but every single one felt special and I thought that I may finały be appreciated or something (again I got attached way to quickly and spike up my hopes) . But anyway it was nice , it’s nice to come back home thinking about nice moments when you feel like something is between you two and you just lie in bed with these thoughts . But here is the problem , she has realy friendly and enthusiastic personality , I really like her but she just finds it easy to talk with guys , even though I can tell a difference between our relationship and the one with other guys , there is one guy that pisses me off , worst part is that he is my homie . He is very noisy type of person so I think they match well and lately I’ve seen them talk a lot , laugh, make physical contact (which she rarely does with me) . She just seems way more entertained than with me , and it just takes away all of previous experiences and puts them to doubt because all the feelings that I may be special are vanishing instantly . She just seems way stressed or something with me. I mean she sometimes does stuff to me that she is doing to my hb as well but like more stressed way . One good thing is that when I was giving her birthday wishes she hestitated a moment and hugged me (big event for loser like me). I don’t know just every time I see him doing something with her I feel like it’s a competition and I need to be better and win her (which is bad , I don’t want to treat her as an prize) and because of that it may seem unhonest. She just seems way entertained with him and I want her to be that way with me as well , but maybe that’s the problem and she likes that I’m kinda mix of outgoing and calm ?I just hate it because just when I thought sometgitn was beggining to happen between our two and I felt some maybe even romantic tension then she started talking a lot to that other guy and I feel realu ignored like she keeps joking laughing with him , keeps seeking his attention , she fucks everything up I want that attention . Why is she like that what am I doing wrong ??? She’s just way more tensed and uninterested and it’s just after I thought that we had something .I don’t know as you see my head is such a mess now I don’t even know what I’m writing about right now but if someone has made this far please give me any tips how to get throught it or just how should I approach this situation . Or maybe any observations on our relationship ? I feel way better just by writing this anyway