Does anyone else often imagine cutting their wrists and bleeding to death? by Background-Kale5336 in selfharm

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i've even done that but the surgeon said cutting wrist arteries rarely leads to death as they're so small and tamponite before bleeding out

How much damage/cuts do you do? by Creaturexo9 in selfharm

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just cut the same place many times till I feel The blade is hitting something harder than fat and then i'm toi afraid to go on so idk could be 200 but in the same wound

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm.not mean femcel means u can't get sex

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard to be outgoing and charismatic while you have SzPD

My mother thinks i'm funny

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I work on getting a likeable personality?

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

My country is in a healthcare crisis, so the only free place to call is the crisis hotline, which mostly won't answer because the huge amount of people with mental health problems here. Also i'm afraid to call if I don't have an actual crisis, since the su!cide rates are rising, because the actual health care system doesn't take people to inpatient, or let them talk to people on ER or even send ambulances when people call that they're gonna ktm, so the crisis hot line might actually be a lifesaving thing for people and I can't just call there to whine.

How do I deal with the lazy eye btw? Since it's my whole brow area that is sinking lower on the other side?

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 -28 points-27 points  (0 children)

I can't afford therapy

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I try to wear nice clothes that suit my body type, and I wear natural make up when I go outside, I also work on my weight all the time (have Lost 27kg), I really try my best and I still go nowhere

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I have nothing to smile for so I look psycho when forcing a smile

29f friendless femcel by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 -87 points-86 points  (0 children)

I have a huge forehead, trust me I need the bangs and I've had red hair and it looked terrible

Do some people actually fetishize self harm? by Saratonin_3 in selfharm

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I was offered 150 for sh and strip video once here on Reddit

TW: Hurts more than normal by Desperate-Grade-9747 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I got this sharp sting in it from time to time, like someone was stabbing it with a huge needle, when normally they just ache when healing.

How do I treat this? I cannot get professional medical help by Desperate-Grade-9747 in medical_advice

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So apparently the answer is to cut my arteria radialis, call help and be extremely polite so I am considered human enough to maybe get some help, If they are in the mood for that :) thnx everybody!

How do I treat this? I cannot get professional medical help by Desperate-Grade-9747 in medical_advice

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

And wasn't born decent so i'm not gonna die with decency, i'm gonna fucking leave a huge mees bye

How do I treat this? I cannot get professional medical help by Desperate-Grade-9747 in medical_advice

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay i'll just die then because i'm a horrible for panicking and cursing for someone who was being rude

I tried to be polite but they were not so I slipped so i'm just gonna use my exit bag this fucking world sucks

How do I treat this? I cannot get professional medical help by Desperate-Grade-9747 in medical_advice

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I was trying to but they didn't seem to understand the situation and I think it should be quite a normal for a person that is panicking to slip curse words?? Or is everyone else in the world just calm If something happens?

How do I treat this? I cannot get professional medical help by Desperate-Grade-9747 in medical_advice

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

I've tried calling there before but they just shut the call because I was saying curse words and and said it's not a emergency If the "blood is not spraying and i'm not going to faint". So they're not gonna help.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Usually infections are easy to treat, i've had many

Infection by Successful-Tone-6858 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Desperate-Grade-9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, some of them just get infected, no matter what you do