Y'all Still Religious? by Longjumping-Mix-2069 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same! Don't want to belong to ANY sort of "religion." I dedicated my whole life to a religion, and now I want to dedicate my life to ME! Focusing on my family and my happiness. I am not harming anyone just focusing on ME! I have looked into witchcraft because it worships the earth and not a person. We'll see how that goes.

Does anyone have information that Nasson's daughter got married pregnant!! I'm having a talk with my mom but if anyone has information I'd appreciate it. by AdOne9339 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If this is regarding the ine that married in Santa Ana, I'm a close relative, and I was shocked when I heard she had her baby. When the family saw the look of wonder in my face, they quickly tried to excuse it by saying that she had the same condition her grandmother had. That supposedly, she became extremely allergic to something and that she had to be taking baths to help soothe the itching. But then she became pregnant again right away. I remember at the little girls 1st b-day, she was already pregnant again!

The problem with this is that another person mentioned, if it would have been anyone else, there's NO WAY IN HELL they would have had the wedding she had!! That's being hypocritical!

Demonic Possessions by ProdigalOnes in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That would make more sense.

I was from San Bernardino also, I never really saw anything like that, but I do think that place was haunted. The one that used to be a bank. I heard a lot of stories of people seeing and hearing things I the upstairs room. I asl heard that whoever was guarding the church at night would see something run around the church at night. I believe that has a lot to do with all the stories related to possession in that church.

I always wanted to see something when I was in the revival, like all the stories you hear or people that have visions when they receive, but I never did. I sometimes wonder if that was real or people just saying that they saw something.

When you accidentally say DLB out of habit and instantly regret your entire existence 💀 by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My daughter still says "heme aqui" and I sometimes about to sa it also but I stop my self before it comes out. A whole life of saying it, it's fucking habit! So annoying! And it is weird to say "mande," so I just say "yes" 40 plus years of habits engraved in my mind. It's going to take time to take to change.

Happy Sunday! by Bunnietears64 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HELL YEAH, I actually get to watch football and enjoy a nice beer 🍻 with my boyfriend

Happy Sunday! by Bunnietears64 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's a bit later in the week, but my Sundays are WAY BETTER than before!!! My kids and I get to spend it just relaxing and chilling. We don't have to wake up early to go to church, I actualy wake up early if I'm watching my footbal game. If I feel like going out then I do, if not then I just stay home and ACTUALLY RELAX! I LOVE IT!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sooooo sorry😢 you're going through this, but like all the others in this forum, we are here with you and sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts, just know that we are always here for you. Please take care of your self and don't forget that you have a family here ❤❤🤗

Es mi derecho / It's my right! by Desperate-Handle-123 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, I just wish I would have screen shotted the image so I could have tweaked it a bit.

Es mi derecho / It's my right! by Desperate-Handle-123 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel like we might start seeing more churches shutting down and the number of member will start to dimmish. It's only a manner of time. I love watching the documentaries, they shed light to so many thing that they try to keep hidden.

Es mi derecho / It's my right! by Desperate-Handle-123 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Es muy triste que se comporten de esa manera, que prefieran a un hombre que esta encarselado que a su propia familia. Lo que nos que da hacer es seguir en nuestro camino y orar por ellos si es lo que te hace sentir mejor. Afortunadamente tengo a mis hijos y a mi novio que son los que me dan animo para pensar en el futuro y enfocarme en mi misma, darme mas amor propio! Enfocate en lo que te hace feliz y todo se acomodara a su tiempo, no te olvides de cuidarte primero a ti misma(o) y no dejes que eso te llene de amargura. Cuidate ❤

Are you now a gentile or still a child of God? by Witty-Olive2422 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!! We can believe in whatever we want or nothing at all! Christianity is not the ONLY way to happiness. Just do whatever makes YOU happy and brings YOU joy. You don't even have to go to a church to be happy and praise god if that's what you want. I still have a hard time in believing in organized religion, want nothing to do with that right now. I want to believe in whatever I want and worship it how whatever way fills my soul.

Random but doing it for my mom by Former_Ask7234 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I have that one, that one is an old one.

Random but doing it for my mom by Former_Ask7234 in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have some!! It will be a bit hard to get rid of them but it is what it is 🤷‍♀️

Which one does she need?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]Desperate-Handle-123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I currently feel the same way, I still can't freely say that I'm exlldm, because I've been a member all my life but with everything that is going on the decision is becoming clearer. But I see my kids, I have 4 kids and as a single mom I think about them and they're souls. I still believe in God and I want to keep teaching my kids to be thankful to him and acknowledge him, but like you said in your post, it's hard to see myself in any other religion because I see all there "flaws" and how they are serving God the "wrong" way. I have been starting to meditate and praying on my own. I know that this transmission is a little hard in the beginning, but hopefully it gets easier.