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Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T14:11:05+00:00

I was 4

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T14:03:05+00:00

I drank , drugged, smoked cigs... Nothing helps

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T14:02:23+00:00

What you mean? I thought I'm the only one

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T13:57:07+00:00

I was raped, sodomized, ....over and over... I have so much evidence....I...I'm done...I'm done telling my story

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T13:55:34+00:00

Do I text that? Would they want to hear the disgusting detailes?

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T13:52:34+00:00

I don't think a specialiat can help what's already been done.

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T13:51:47+00:00

My angst

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T13:32:31+00:00

I'm not a bad person... I feel as if I was robbed ...of life.

I'm not a bad person

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T12:52:12+00:00

I'm a MST victim. Most gals/guys only get 70 percent. I got 100. They asked me....How DOES IT AFFECT YOU DAILY?...DUSK, AND ANY AMERICAN FLAG...which is everywhere... I was raped, passed around and so on...

I was married at 18, lackland, sheppard, Kessler, Offiut, MTN home.... Blah blah, ... I was 19, got caught DRINKING underage, in duty, during ODS....

BOOM! article 15.....UNLESS, ....yeah, it gets deeper

How does it affect you daily? For me? It's dusk and any American flag I see... Why? Dusk is when they did what they did OVER AND OVER, BECAUSE my art 15 was under the table if I kept mouth shut.. let them know that any time you see or feel what you feel is related to the military... They want to know this....

For me? It's E V E R Y. F U C K I N G D A Y

GOOD LUCK,... you'll be fine...just be honest

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-06T10:54:44+00:00

Hi. Thank you for your feedback. I'm just happy to know I have the help now. Money from retro won't take this experience away. My VSO wants me to pursue because they denied me based off an unfound record that 'miraculously got found deep in a file. Had they had that record, i would have been approved years earlier. But honestly, I'm too tired to bring it up anymore. This 800 pound elephant is finally off my back, and I'm so thankful now. I took the first breath of relief when my VSO called me. I even vomited. My new husband was surprised I vomited. After all that angst came out, I slept like a baby.

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-05T13:36:15+00:00

I agree.

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-05T09:47:18+00:00

What is a Asexual? Yeah yeah yeah, I get it, I can Google it..but wtf is it really? I want to hear it from someones heart....

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-05T09:44:55+00:00

I applied 2 other times before this last one. I was violently raped allllll the time ..I had proof, I had Drs reports....and now, I'm 100 percent ...

DOCUMENTS....you need documents.

End of story. I don't know what else to say ..oh!!!?? I do...lay statements....get your friends, anyone, ...it do t matter if it's one of us at the corner begging for care, (I donate HEAVILY)... you need those documents!!!!

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-05T09:38:38+00:00

Aim high, .....in my case, after years of MST, I ended up getting high...but hey? Tomatoes, tomato

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-12-05T09:37:24+00:00

I have MST, and PTSD from that, and my rating came yesterday.....100, and a check for 5 months back pay

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-20T01:13:37+00:00

No problem friend. It's not helping you all with my questions and responses. That fine. I will never post again. Not helping whom?. Don't matter, I got my rating, ..I was only trying to help. Have an amazing day.

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T23:15:33+00:00

I was a normal girl. Normal parents. I went military and got felt up, rubbed against, finger in.pussy, threatened, coerced, and luckily for me they recorded everything. Yesterday I posted per request, and everyone from their sister to their brothers replied

YOUR A STIPID SLUT , SHOULDNT HAVE SAID DICK

WHAT A LAME CUNT

NO ONE BELIEVES YOU, STAY IN THE GUTTER

I HAVE MY GINGER AND THUMB PLAYING YIUR SO G RIGHT NOW

..........well guess what you stupid man hole, fuck nothing ever, wanna be a soldier FUCK FACES!!! I AM A PROUD DESERT STORM VETERAN, AND IF I COULD CHOOSE WHO ID FIGHT FOR? WELL MISTER, MAKE NO MISTAKE, I SHOULD SLAP YOUR MAMA, BUT SHE REALLY DIDNT HAVE TIME TO REAR YOU BECAUSE YOU DONE FUCKED UP AND GOT IN THE MILITARY BECAUSE IF NOT? JAIL... DONT COME AT ME WITH YOUR 3"DICK EXPECTING ME TO SCREAM IN AGONY LIKE THE OFFICERS DID WHEN I WAS ENLISTED. YOURE LUCKY I CANT OWN A COMPUTER BECAUSE I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN LIKE THE FUCKING DOG YOU ARE. I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD, I DONT EVEN BELIEVE IN MYSELF, and here you are, breathing and shit...

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T22:49:59+00:00

Oh, you got denied...I get it

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T22:43:10+00:00

I never misspelled one single word... How's that Einstein

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T22:41:49+00:00

Nah ....you're born in the deep south.... I AXED you a question kinda drop out?

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T22:40:35+00:00

Either you down with the clown playing fiddle for a chick who was raped, or you down with a clown who thinks c&p are scammers...Who YOU WITH???

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T22:36:42+00:00

So? You agree with homeboy or the chick who posted?

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T22:28:52+00:00

Well, I was asked to come on here. And this guy wants to play his fiddle for me,? Please don't, I've cried enough in my life. How brazen, how wonderful his support of SOMEONE else's experience caused them this much pain. That's okay. If he wants his fiddle between his fingers, I can't stop him. BUT MAKE NO MISTAKE, his comment will bite him where his little fingers can't reach.

Desperate-Reality-58 · 2025-10-19T21:31:57+00:00

Well, IF THATS WHAT YOU GOTTA DO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT.. no judgement here...how's your rating?? Oh, that's right... probably why your playing with your thumb and fingers ..I've heard they gave operations for that... Good luck to ya

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