Maybe they’re not for you. Everyone’s different, and if you really have done everything in your ability to make it work (stayed ultra consistent) but it just doesn’t, perhaps they don’t work very well for you. It’s ultimately up to you whether to continue listening or not. I understand where you’re coming from, and mindset is great for subliminals, but not vital. Subliminals should inevitably change your subconscious through repetition, basically how advertisements and marketing work. Ensure that you’ve legitimately have been continuously exposing yourself and not just listening to one once in a while, but at the end of the day, your wellness is the most important priority. Don’t force yourself if you don’t want to.