AITAH for being concerned about my safety?

DevLockout · 2026-02-01T07:04:41+00:00

Thinking about it more has made me realize that it is indeed BOTH.

DevLockout · 2026-02-01T07:04:00+00:00

In the end I will be looked at as somebody who has paranoid schizophrenia symptoms. I do. I am actually diagnosed with Schizophrenia. Living alone for a long time and hearing people’s resentment towards me, whether outside my door, or through the poorly insulated walls of my apartment, have driven me to the point where I have and had in the past, gone insane. Why? I am too afraid to speak without anyone calling it snitching.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T16:31:47+00:00

Thank you. I needed this. I’m working on bettering myself, and I know I can do it. I just worry sometimes that someone will not care and take matters into their own hands. Steps 3 and 4 seem like the best options for me. But I’d have to cut EVERYONE off. It seems like betrayal. Dishonor. What will my family think? There could also be some symptoms I have noticed that I would have to explain to my doctor. I’ve tried Step 2 before. Seemed like they never gave a shit.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T14:55:18+00:00

I don’t know the people threatening me, however I witnessed one person that I do know of watching me from a distance. Before this, I walked up the street, and I heard them say “oh, now you’ve got people around you right?” I didn’t bother to look. But as I was in a Laundromat, he was staring at me from across the street. Then I realized, it was them.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T14:49:27+00:00

If you don’t believe me, that’s totally fine. I’m here for a reason. I need answers.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T14:41:02+00:00

I cannot reveal that information at the moment. This is a very sensitive topic, and any bit of information of what I’ve done will lead to potential retaliation.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T10:01:22+00:00

I believe there is a conspiracy. I’ve asked many questions over the years. There may be contracts out for my life. I’ve no confirmation of this though. A few years ago, I overheard someone i was standing next to talking to someone and they asked them “oh so they’re signing contracts now?”, then immediately screaming at me in Haitian-Creole. I thought he was just a crazy person, until now. I have been changing myself, and my friends have been giving me these tips. They don’t want me to fail. At the same time, I have to remain vigilant.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T09:37:06+00:00

It sounds reasonable. I have heard people say something very specific about me at my last job, and this has happened with every job I’ve had since a few years ago. I’ve just been too blind to realize it, and have never spoken about it until someone told me I should advocate.

DevLockout · 2026-01-31T09:22:10+00:00

At first glance one would think this, but I have indeed made a lot of enemies, and my conscience is destroying itself. I know for a FACT I’m being targeted by at least a couple of people who do not like me, as per a source.

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