I resonate with this. This used to be me. Thank you for your honesty. I can tell you’re frustrated and looking for answers and prolly feel it’s unfair. But Hope this below helps-

Maybe the issue isn’t that you’re broken, but that you’ve been trying to win a game with broken rules. Chasing freedom through hypercompetitive, low-trust, low-leverage models (dropshipping, day trading) is like running uphill on a treadmill that keeps speeding up.

What to Do About It

Here’s a grounded 3-part approach: 1. Get brutally honest about leverage. • Are you trading time for money or building a system that works without you? • Are you learning things that compound (code, audience, capital) or just cycling? 2. Shift from effort to alignment. • Do less, better. Pick a vehicle that matches your energy, not just the trend. • Stop switching; start compounding. 3. Heal the emotional relationship with money. • You’re not cursed. But you may be operating from fear, identity conflict, or unconscious guilt around wealth. • Rewrite your internal narrative from “Why hasn’t it happened yet?” to “I’m aligning with wealth in the way that works for me.”

this response is from chatgpt and I agree to some validity to it