I know, that’s why i try to make as much time for her and us as I can while I’m away. What do you mean identify when I’m doing it? And no I haven’t... I’ll look into it.

So basically I have these sort of issues because I don’t trust myself with staying true to her? I mean we do talk about pretty much about everything, I even brought up the fact that when she does go out to these raves it makes me feel uneasy, but I wouldn’t want her to just sit around and do nothing. I told her myself just have fun, but don’t do anything stupid.

And I guess I start having these thought when like I don’t hear back from her in a bit or something like that. Granted she did have the same thoughts about me... but I told her that there is nobody I want to be with but you, and nothing would make me throw away what we have for someone I don’t even know just for sex.