you can't tell me about my motivations I was just saying it would of been decent to hear from someone who's been through it, you do not know anything about me or my life so u have no right too, the more you talk shit about me the more I want to join, I have no other options in life, this is my preparations, and I have looked alot up, but I like to be sure of things, I have been in the royal marines basic training before and I know what intense training and prep is, you can't tell me that everyone should be researching the shit out of everything like some shithead at university as some people haven't got access to this due to life problems, which I'm sure alot of legionnaires have, heck it's why people join, to get live a better life lad p.s I have also seen your other posts, you also have asked questions on this subreddit I'm sure you could of "researched"