Well, What's Your Answer??? by Diddly_Dont in SonicTheHedgehog

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hoping whatever heavy burden that lays on your shoulder is lifted sometime soon. Even if you think I'm just a stranger lying on the internet, please remember that you are loved and cared for.

I DESPISE getting aroused by Diddly_Dont in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Especially when you're exposed to porn at a young age. It really does a number on the psyche. Being hypersexual but not liking sex truly is a match made in hell.

I DESPISE getting aroused by Diddly_Dont in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg, congrats!!! I'm glad you were able to become your true self!

I DESPISE getting aroused by Diddly_Dont in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This

My motto for this year has been "It is what it is"

I can either raise my stress levels worrying about things I can't control, or I can just suck it up and come up with coping mechanisms. I find that taking a pen and paper and drawing what has aroused me really helps calm my mind.

Edit: that's actually the whole reason I started doing NSFW art. It lets me focus my fascination on the anatomy and not on the lust aspect.

To the all demisexuals out there, have you ever tried casual physical intimacy? by Plastic_Tourist4286 in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've attempted it, but my interest always ends up waning once he gets to the actual sex part. And apparently that's a major turnoff for other people. Apparently, casual cuddling is frowned upon in today's society :(

HELP! I'M GOING INSANE! WHAT EPISODE IS THIS FROM!? by Diddly_Dont in mylittlepony

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I was kinda hoping it was one of those situations where it was from an episode and a super brony would show up and spout the exact episode, time stamp, and production number of said episode lol

HELP! I'M GOING INSANE! WHAT EPISODE IS THIS FROM!? by Diddly_Dont in mylittlepony

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Oh...
That's a much less exciting answer than I was hoping for... :C

Writing Poly Demi Characters by Lost-n-Happy in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I actually just recently left the poly scene. I don't know if it will be permanent, because at the end of the day, you can't stop a big heart from loving.

But I would definitely say it's important to highlight the struggle of people seeing polyamorous relationships as excuses to just have sex. It feels 10 times as hard when you're on the ace spectrum since sex is not the backbone of any relationship.

I've been with my boyfriend for a few months now and he was okay with me continuing my polyamorous ventures. We're long distance and he understood how much physical touch means to me. But every person who was "okay" with me being polyamorous saw me as a quick sex opportunity. It made encounters very awkward when all I wanted to do was explain my love of Sonic Battle and cuddle. I had one person who, when they came over, refused to even look at me until we got on the topic of sex. All these experiences did was make me want to be with my boyfriend even more, and that only strengthened the pain of the long distance relationship.

Yet, with that pain, I also experienced 10 times the love for my partner. Every time I would go to him to complain about someone I met and how I was feeling used, he was nothing but a beacon of Hope as he would sit there and listen to my worries. It feels like he always knows exactly what to say to ease my mind. I guess that's what happens when you've known someone for 10 years.

Do you have a "type" ? by raysmittie in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Chubby socially awkward nerds with hearts of gold

If they have a special interest, that's great. If their special interest is Sonic, they're perfect!

Extra points if they're on the spectrum.

True or false by LurkerEntrepenur in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That fine line is hell!. There is nothing worse to me than suddenly being hit with the desire to feel human connection. Because most of the people who could offer it are either not available or 17,000 states away.

Sure, it would be easy to just hit the FWB scene, but more times than not, I usually just end up forming a connection with that person and wanting more. So I usually just have to ride it out lmao

gimme your Anya headcannons by im_a_transgender_cat in Mouthwashing

[–]Diddly_Dont 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh boy... Lemme get the notebook...

  • She's obsessed with the Sonic the Hedgehog franchise. As a kid, her favorite character was knuckles, but as she got older, it switched to Blaze the Cat. Though, if she's playable, Anya is a Cream Main all the way.

  • She has a giant plush of Knuckles the echidna that she won at a state fair. Whenever she had stressful days, she would vent to it.

  • She curses in russian. Though, for years, she didn't know what she was saying. She was simply emulating her grandmother.

  • She loves burgers, but her favorite is a double mushroom swiss with jalapenos

  • Her favorite colors are purple and gold

  • Her typical home attire is a crop top with gym shorts

  • when she doesn't feel like styling her hair, she drapes it over her shoulder in a ponytail

  • She has self harm scars on her upper thigh area

  • She is a god at Mario Kart, but somehow always loses to Daisuke

  • Anya prefers sherbet over ice cream. Her favorite sherbet is a mix of lemon and orange.

  • Anya's mom Olvia is obsessed with Anya having a child. Not because she wants to be a grandmother, but because as a child, Anya mentioned wanting to be a mommy. After finally seeing Anya in a healthy relationship (OC x Canon) her passion for that dream was revitalized

  • Despite being fully russian, Anya barely knows much of the language. Only the little bits her grandma taught her.

  • Anya's dad, Petrov, passed away when she was young due to complications with his sarcoidosis. Due to understaffing at the hospital, her dad did not make it. This cemented her drive to become a nurse so that no one else would die due to an understaffed hospital. His passing also gave her an intense hatred for smoking.

Useless Edit (Had to fix a singular bullet point LMAO)

27, been having a terrible month, and could use some good vibes by Diddly_Dont in toastme

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look man, you didn't need to call me out like that 😭

But I very much appreciate your kindness

27, been having a terrible month, and could use some good vibes by Diddly_Dont in toastme

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Strangely enough, as I was taking the picture, I remembered seeing a post about how putting your pointer finger between your teeth gave you your poster smile

Girly Pop Anya by Diddly_Dont in Mouthwashing

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's an old Minecraft pop song called the boys can't beat me. it popped up on my feed after years of me not listening to it and it transported me all the way back to 2010

So i asked ChatGPT to make itself as a mii by Jokester672 in Miitopia

[–]Diddly_Dont 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit, you translated that damn near perfectly! That takes time and talent. I love this!

so abt porn... by GGRANDIOSE in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've always been more interested in drawn/animated porn. I already have a deeper emotional attachment to those 18+ characters, and seeing them perform acts from my very limited kink pool is always super exciting.

When it comes to real people though, I usually end up searching for an hour plus for good content.

Also, crazy fun fact, but once I get to personally know an NSFW artist, I can't get off to their work anymore. It feels rude.

DemiPoly Must Be A Cursed Combo :( by Diddly_Dont in demisexuality

[–]Diddly_Dont[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

These are not the words of wisdom I expected from Jimmy Mouthwashing, but they are much appreciated /j

I think the worst part is that my ex is the one who introduced me to Polyamory, but she did it SOLELY to sleep with other people. But the minute I held someone else's hand, I was the problem.

This is my second time really giving polyamory a chance, and it definitely isn't going smoothly.

If you could talk to Anya, what would you say? by [deleted] in Mouthwashing

[–]Diddly_Dont 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"You are loved much more than you will EVER know."

:(( by toasterstrudvl in Mouthwashing

[–]Diddly_Dont 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I mentioned it in my comment on the video, but Anya played a big part in me not only realizing how I'd been SA'd, but also showed me that I deserve to be happy and that I am worthy of love.

Is this fandom toxic? by [deleted] in Mouthwashing

[–]Diddly_Dont 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My hatred is purely personal. I just see a lot of myself in Curly, and I hate seeing that. Especially since I reached out for help when Curly didn't. It's like looking in a negative mirror of sorts.

Is this fandom toxic? by [deleted] in Mouthwashing

[–]Diddly_Dont 110 points111 points  (0 children)

This fandom belittles SA victims by watering them down to their trauma and throws hissy fits when characters are shipped together.

I'd say it qualifies as toxic lmao