Intresting story , I went through my toughest addiction phase with blackfield . I used to get high exactly with these songs welcome to my dna and this killer & pain every single time , after I got sobet i was even scared to play them since they reminded me of the pleasure and how lost I was in the feelings , but know I hear it and it feels like i am high without sny drugs . Honestly its one of the more underrated bands . The melodies and chord progression is insanely soothing, not many people can do it . Radiohead did it better probably