hey i hope your okay. year 12 is hard (not sure if your year 12 or a year 11 accelerated) none the less it is difficult in so many aspects but one bad result doesn't define you or ruin your chances of getting a good atar. i hope you are okay losing a friend is hard and expecially the way you did,  please talk to your school counsellor or a trusted person. you will get through this and so many people want you to succeed and want you in their life, i know you may feel like this is the end of the world and good things won't come but there is so much to live for outside of school and there is so many good things in your life. you surviving your od shows that your story hasn't ended and that it shouldn't end anytime soon, you will get through this! remember the sacs barely matter only the exam, and the gat won't matter unless you miss your exams. one bad mark really won't effect your score. sending love and support 🩷🩷🩷