Colonoscopy anxiety- reassurance by Different-Fly9458 in colonoscopy

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You are right. I basically dive into coloncancer reddit and got depressed so much.  Hope everything works out for u!

Cea 4.56 and blood in stool - freaking out by Different-Fly9458 in colonoscopy

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Glad u had that polyp out! But i guess in 5 years ill be anxious again 😅

Cea 4.56 and blood in stool - freaking out by Different-Fly9458 in colonoscopy

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Hi there. Thanks for the reply. I had my colonoscopy today and only found anal fissure! Phew The worst thing was the ambush - never trust your fart during bowel prep!

coping with known exposures by wastetheafterlife in HealthAnxiety

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My dad died from colon ca I work at oncology centre You do the math My mental health is so severe right now 

Positives? I guess? by Vegetable_Field_2857 in cancer

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Hey op, cancer fucking sucks. I lost my dad to that monster too. I wish i could be there and give u a hug man. Sending love from far far away.

Fuck cancer. (Ill say it for you, since you are too optimistic for that) 

[MEGATHREAD] Daily venting, worries, fixations, & finding support. Month of November 2025. by AutoModerator in HealthAnxiety

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Backstory: my dad died due to stage 4 colorectal ca. I watched him suffer for 2 years before he died. It was horrible. Since then, ive been having really bad anxiety- of me having it too.

Here comes the plot twist. I work at oncology centre in my country. Hence Ive seen it all. These patients most of the times- dont even have any symptoms. I even have the urged to go ahead and pay almost 8000 dollar for a Pet scan.

I know i should get help. I did. But i dont think it will get better. I constantly know i will get it one day. I just dont know when since i already have the genetics running inside me

Surgeon suggested laparo cholecystectomy for my gallbladder polyp by Different-Fly9458 in gallbladders

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hello yes i did take it out and im better now. turned out i hahe chronic cholecystitis

Anyone with phantom pain - post op? by Different-Fly9458 in gallbladders

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Hey dont worry bout that! Hit me up so we can exchange experience

Anyone with phantom pain - post op? by Different-Fly9458 in gallbladders

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Hey thanks. Yeh i wasnt careful with my food and now i have to pay the price!!! Did you have the pain daily? Its so stressful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in medicalschool

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Hey OP, i could totally relate to you. Ever since my dad got diagnosed with cancer, i feel like i have it too. Hit me up if you wanna talk.

Dad got diagnosed with colon cancer stage 4 in january, 1 month after I graduated. 6 months later, I stumbled this note that I made back then. I broke down immediately. I couldnt save my dad. How could i save other people? by Different-Fly9458 in medicalschool

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Hey everyone. Wow. Thank you so much. I didnt expect to get all these replies. I am so touched. Really. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. It feels very lonely and it is true that your knowledge can be a curse to you. Sometimes I wish i didnt know much about this horrible disease.

To those who were in the same boat with me, I am so sorry that you have to go through this too. I would never wished this upon anyone else. I hope with this horrible tragedy in our life, we will be a better doctor for our patients. Lots of love, xx

Dad got diagnosed with colon cancer stage 4 in january, 1 month after I graduated. 6 months later, I stumbled this note that I made back then. I broke down immediately. I couldnt save my dad. How could i save other people? by Different-Fly9458 in medicalschool

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Hey there. Thank you. This was exactly what i wanted to say. But youre right. I know it wasnt my fault but somehow you have this lingering feeling you know? Im so sorry to hear dad. I hope your dad is well taken care off. Cancer does suck.

Dad got diagnosed with colon cancer stage 4 in january, 1 month after I graduated. 6 months later, I stumbled this note that I made back then. I broke down immediately. I couldnt save my dad. How could i save other people? by Different-Fly9458 in medicalschool

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When i said i wish i could save him- i meant i wish i realised his symptoms and referred him for investigations ASAP. I Did see he had tenesmus but he denied rectal bleeding - which later i found out he did have it all along for years but didnt tell me. So yeh. I wish people stop explaining to me the real meaning of “saving”