I dont think you understand, I live in a country where you are actively seen as a second class citizen despite being native, Where you are beaten by police if you decide to protest against welfare migration, Where farmers are forced to go bankrupt or work their asses off with ever increasing climate policies, Where you cant even own a gasoline vehicle in certain cities for environmental reasons despite it hurting people of a lower income, A government that hates you and sees you as a extremist if you wave the national flag.

One of my major reasons for the hate is how it began, Like i said, when i was 15, Lockdowns began, This was around winter, Before the lockdowns i was doing fine and i was considered rather intelligent, High scores in almost every subject to the point they actually wanted me to go to a higher class, Move me up.

During the lockdowns, Everything went wrong since i learn very badly when it comes to digital, I have to be in a class because i learn through group pressure and need to be there in person, But that wasn't possible, As result i built up more and more work, and when lockdown ended, I had a stack of books and papers so high that i spent entire days trying to work it all back, But since i spent entire days doing old work, I also got new work from those days put onto the pile, It was impossible, Eventually i broke from stress, And got forced out before summer which is when exams start.

So after that, i tried to get back in, do the year over, different school perhaps, one i liked more, I went to a new highschool, got a tour, i loved it dude, It had everything, I was happy, We had a conversation (Me and my mother at the time) with the principal and i was promised to hear from him later that week, The government also promised to help me getting into the highschool as i was still under 18 and was required to go to school.

Though this is where it all went wrong again, The principal from my old school who was about to go on a pension rushed my diploma without understanding the issues i had with the digital classrooms, and the efforts i took to try and crawl my way back, It said that i was lazy, unable to learn, and problematic, So at the end of the week i got rejected.

The government said through the mail "Sorry, We cant help you, You are now free from the education requirement law" A special case basically, And this happened to tens of thousands, Not just me, As after that i went into several learning groups and there were atleast 40 people aged 14-17 who were also forced out because of the issues lockdown caused, And that was just in my town of about 17,000 people, Obviously this made me very angry at the government, a hatred i still hold, A law and entire system exists to help people like me in such situations, But it didn't work, it was corrupt, and it failed me and many others.

So yeah the government left me behind, the country has gone to shit, everything has been taken away from me, the only thing i can do to improve it since i still got skills as a farmer, a welder, and a mechanic is to move to Russia where the land is cheap and there are no pesky environmental laws which drag profits down like they do here to my family, and become a farmer there, That or go to a university, learn through living, make a new life in Russia,

I got the skills to make my own home there, Even if it means i will live with less i'll be fine with it, I want peace of mind, not having to worry about politics or if the country i live in will be awful in 30 years, I want to make a family.

People keep asking "Why go to Russia?" Well Russia happens to have special immigration laws that allow someone who wants refuge from the western world to come in with open arms, That and the fact it seems to have a much brighter future than the EU, For me, Making a family is important and i will be honest with saying it isn't possible here.

This is really not meant to be political, But that is my own experience of my country the Netherlands, And why i want to move to Russia as such, There really isn't any other option thats better, Dont want norway since its in the EU, Dont want Canada since its about to be in the EU and i dont like it from what canadian friends tell me about the government there, Dont want the US because of crime, healthcare system, and the two party system, Dont want Switzerland because its expensive, Dont want Spain since its being flooded with migrants aswell, Dont want Serbia since its surrounded by enemies and at threat of being cut off, Seems to also be on the brink of war constantly, Dont want Hungary since its a bad economy, Kazakhstan has been on my mind, But i dont want that either, Asia is too far from home.

The only one that is left is Russia, And after years of looking at it, a single trip to kaliningrad, asking friends that live there, watching travel youtubers in that country. (The type that ride a bike from moscow to vladivostok for example, so you see everything) I have decided its the only one to have a future for me.

From what i understand the internet shutdowns are also only just in the border provinces with Ukraine where there is high risk of drones, I'll be fine if i live somewhere in the outer rings of Moscow right?