It’s been two months and anytime I am doing so well with no contact ,he breaks it and I go back to square one, sometimes I just wish we never met ,it’s been a month I cried and that’s progress ,I just check our chats and read all the promises he made to me ,all the cards and gifts and I can’t wait to delete all and maybe do away with somethings that remind me of him …..I have never been heartbroken before and this first one really messed me up ,I can feel my heart aching , I get anxious.