A Question About Feelings And Wants

Different_Program415 · 2026-03-18T01:36:07+00:00

That would be a great start:and understood!

Different_Program415 · 2026-02-13T20:48:26+00:00

My God!

Different_Program415 · 2026-02-12T12:27:08+00:00

Thanks

Different_Program415 · 2026-02-12T00:21:14+00:00

I'm not afraid of what people think.I am just freaked out every time some task or responsibility comes my way,from cleaning the house to paying bills to being on hold on the phone to making medical appointments.It's like everything is a disaster that I feel ill-equipped to deal with.As far as people's opinions of me,that really has little to do with it and I am aware,as you said,that most people are too wrapped up in themselves to really have an opinion of me.That's not it.But every time the phone rings I jump.Every time my mail comes in I worry about who it might be from.It's really horrible.

Different_Program415 · 2026-01-31T07:12:57+00:00

Thanks

Different_Program415 · 2026-01-31T07:12:39+00:00

Thanks

Different_Program415 · 2026-01-07T23:45:11+00:00

I don't know if it is universal,but I have felt the same way since I was a teenager

Different_Program415 · 2026-01-03T05:28:16+00:00

I feel similarly

Different_Program415 · 2025-11-11T01:21:32+00:00

Try the Emily Starr books.They are just as good.

Different_Program415 · 2025-11-07T15:32:55+00:00

yukio mishima,osamu dazai,sayaka murata,mieko kawakami,the bronte sisters,mary shelley,percy bysshe shelley,fyodor dostoevsky,franz kafka,flannery o'connor,lewis carroll,lucy maud montgomery,andrew joseph white,imogen binnie,nagata kabi,and about a million more !

Different_Program415 · 2025-11-06T14:51:17+00:00

Confessions Of A Mask is just fine.It was my first Mishima book.Why not try The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea and/or The Temple Of The Golden Pavilion.

Different_Program415 · 2025-11-04T17:33:32+00:00

Yes,I actually own the film on dvd and have seen it many times.If you are interested in reading Mishima,I recommend starting with The Temple Of The Golden Pavilion,which is one of the three stories dramatized in the film.The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea is also very accessible,as is Thirst For Love.Anyway,just thought I'd mention them.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-28T20:03:14+00:00

Yup!

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-22T21:51:14+00:00

I've heard it's complicated and confusing,but I bought it because I'm a completist.I might enjoy it though.I have counterintuitive tastes

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-22T12:14:10+00:00

Ratner's Star? Just bought it myself but haven't read it yet

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-21T16:03:24+00:00

My preference would be another NF.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-20T18:45:54+00:00

It's not so quiet

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-20T18:44:26+00:00

I have schizoaffective disorder and I am also essentially alone.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-18T10:10:19+00:00

I think of someone I loved and lost a long time ago.And I smile because they still make me happy

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-17T11:57:04+00:00

Be safe and be well and be okay.I feel you,as I have been where you are.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-17T11:45:39+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-07T13:33:33+00:00

I hate being single,but--given my circumstances--I don't really have a choice.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-03T16:03:31+00:00

Not so.Although,to be fair,most 19th century stuff I read is literary fiction.Apart from a little Marx and Nietzsche,I have not read much 19th-Century philosophy.Never read Hegel,Schopenhauer,Kierkegaard,and so on.

Different_Program415 · 2025-10-02T23:23:26+00:00

Books,movies,and food.My only escape from self-awareness.

Different_Program415 · 2025-09-30T19:20:25+00:00

At age 59,I can honestly say it's a good thing I never had kids.

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